DONT DO IT!
I thought i met the girl of my life. The girl i wanna spend the rest of my life with. She told me things that made me think i was a participant of a fairytale.
She is studying in chicago right now, and im in sweden. She wrote me things like, "when im done with my education.. pick any place in the world, im willing to move there just to be with you".. and when her friend asked her if she would come back to sweden if i asked her to do so she told her friend "without hesitation, he would'nt have to ask twice".
All those promises. Everyone does so. Its so damn obvious that it isn't true. I thought to myself damn ive met a girl thats too good to be true. This is just so damn good. But guess what, things changed. Women change. She says she loves me. This ain't fvckin love. Love is when you do everything for a person. And i don't think she would do anything for me because she is too busy in her own life.. she has dreams.. passions. She was blinded by the love at first. She has this warrior spirit though.
Words really don't mean shyt. Actions do. When a girl really has PROVEN to you that she is trustworthy.. THEN you might be able trust her for real.
I gave her a chance though. I gave her a chance so we can forget all those promises and go on. I told her we can't take shyt for granted. It's like the summer and the winter. When its summer.. you don't go thinking "ooh damn its gonna be winter soon.. ooh no".. instead you just enjoy the warmth of the summer and then poof the winter is there, without you noticing it. But then it will always be another warm summer (you live on even after you've been hurt).
So what i mean is that i gave her a chance. We gotta trust eachother if we're gonna get anywhere.. or not really trust but.. atleast not be naive againgst eachother. So we (me and her) gotta just enjoy what we got instead of thinking ohh no if i trust her i might get all ruined in the end. Because you cant take shyt for granted. And if everyone took shyt for granted this way.. every single human being in the world be a loner.
I don't know what happened to me. I don't know why i even wanna spend my time on this girl when she might fvck me in the end. But i gotta keep fighting for what we've got. She started crying and felt so useless (like her whole world had gone under) because she had made me so dissapointed. But but.. I'm not saying anyone should do something like this. Im just saying.. don't ever believe in fairytales and bullshyt until you've seen actions.
I thought i met the girl of my life. The girl i wanna spend the rest of my life with. She told me things that made me think i was a participant of a fairytale.
She is studying in chicago right now, and im in sweden. She wrote me things like, "when im done with my education.. pick any place in the world, im willing to move there just to be with you".. and when her friend asked her if she would come back to sweden if i asked her to do so she told her friend "without hesitation, he would'nt have to ask twice".
All those promises. Everyone does so. Its so damn obvious that it isn't true. I thought to myself damn ive met a girl thats too good to be true. This is just so damn good. But guess what, things changed. Women change. She says she loves me. This ain't fvckin love. Love is when you do everything for a person. And i don't think she would do anything for me because she is too busy in her own life.. she has dreams.. passions. She was blinded by the love at first. She has this warrior spirit though.
Words really don't mean shyt. Actions do. When a girl really has PROVEN to you that she is trustworthy.. THEN you might be able trust her for real.
I gave her a chance though. I gave her a chance so we can forget all those promises and go on. I told her we can't take shyt for granted. It's like the summer and the winter. When its summer.. you don't go thinking "ooh damn its gonna be winter soon.. ooh no".. instead you just enjoy the warmth of the summer and then poof the winter is there, without you noticing it. But then it will always be another warm summer (you live on even after you've been hurt).
So what i mean is that i gave her a chance. We gotta trust eachother if we're gonna get anywhere.. or not really trust but.. atleast not be naive againgst eachother. So we (me and her) gotta just enjoy what we got instead of thinking ohh no if i trust her i might get all ruined in the end. Because you cant take shyt for granted. And if everyone took shyt for granted this way.. every single human being in the world be a loner.
I don't know what happened to me. I don't know why i even wanna spend my time on this girl when she might fvck me in the end. But i gotta keep fighting for what we've got. She started crying and felt so useless (like her whole world had gone under) because she had made me so dissapointed. But but.. I'm not saying anyone should do something like this. Im just saying.. don't ever believe in fairytales and bullshyt until you've seen actions.
