djthiago1 said:
Well, how can i use it to my advantage? I'm a bit overwhelmed here so i can't think straight.
Sorry I didn't respond sooner, the day I saw this I had already ran out of posts, then I forgot.
I understand its hurtful to you, and I'm quite sure you don't feel very good about this outcome.
However, you can use it your advantage because now you know better how to be a bit more guarded. Just hold back more, this protects you.
Understand that any woman can do this to you regardless of her backround.
But man when my ex left me, i fvcking lost it. She left because I drank and used drugs so much, ignored her, I basically used her to support my habit and lifestyle of not doing to much but being able to get fvcked up all the time.
It made her obessed over me. She acted like she was crazy in "love" because simply disregarded her in many ways.
But man when she left, I lost it. I drank a lot. I destroyed my apartment, I was throwing crockpots and chairs at the walls. My landlords certainly deserved the deposit she put down.
Even after that, she bought me a phone because I smashed mine out of anger, and she brought me food for like three weeks.
Even came and sucked my **** and swallowed it down.
I gamed her so hard, that it fvcked her up.
So you need to understand that maybe your ex never really cared about you much, and thats why it is so easy for her to treat you like trash.
Dont let it happen again. You will be fine.
