Mr Wright
Master Don Juan
This has never really happened to me before I don't really know what I'm expecting from typing this but I guess it's just part of the process. I really like this girl, known her about a year, slept with her about 6 months back just the once and it was all good, we had dated a little but stopped and there were no hard feelings, we still occasionally see each other socially. I last saw her about a month and a half ago, we were both pretty drunk and she said she fancied me and that we should go on a double date with her friend and a mate of mine...then later that night when she had gotten more drunk she said she felt insecure because I was some sorta player and she thought I just wanted to use her for sex. We always jokes about how I'm going to fall in love with her one day...which was weird.
I'm not the kind of guy who gets feelings for people and it's just odd that I have feelings for her. I have 2 other girls who are in love with me. In the past couple of weeks, I've slept with 5 different girls and had a ton of new experiences, so you'd think some girl I rarely talk to wouldn't be on my mind so much...but she just is. I don't get it because usually banging other girls clears my head and straightens me out at the slightest hint of anything.
I know I'm not stupid enough to go and tell her about my feelings, I don't want a relationship with her, I don't care about who she dates...I just want to stop thinking about her and move on with my life. I suspect I will look back on this in a year or so and laugh but for now it's annoying. I feel like I'm doing everything I should be doing but she's still getting to me.
I'm not the kind of guy who gets feelings for people and it's just odd that I have feelings for her. I have 2 other girls who are in love with me. In the past couple of weeks, I've slept with 5 different girls and had a ton of new experiences, so you'd think some girl I rarely talk to wouldn't be on my mind so much...but she just is. I don't get it because usually banging other girls clears my head and straightens me out at the slightest hint of anything.
I know I'm not stupid enough to go and tell her about my feelings, I don't want a relationship with her, I don't care about who she dates...I just want to stop thinking about her and move on with my life. I suspect I will look back on this in a year or so and laugh but for now it's annoying. I feel like I'm doing everything I should be doing but she's still getting to me.
