IrishGuy23
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I suffer from an insecurity and obsession with regard to my height. (Barefoot-somewhere between 5'8 and 5'9). Mentally dealing with this has and continues to be very difficult....I do have my phases where it isn't to the forefront of my thoughts, however recently and in particular today it's playing on my mind again. Hence this little outburst....I'm not really looking for advice, as i know my thoughts aren't entirely rational...there are more things to life than how far you are above the ground! I guess this is just me venting...
anyway, today I decided to perform a semi-scientific experiment by keeping a track of the number of men above and below my height that I encountered during my day. This was done in a university setting so the sample would be in the 18-30 age bracket predominantly. So far the result hasn't been good: an optimistic estimate would be a ratio of 3:1 ...in other words at the very, very best I am taller than 25% of the male population. In addition the guys who i did come across who were shorter, were usually middle-aged or older...so if I'm just comparing with my peers this percentage drops even lower.
On the positive side of things, at 5'8 I am still taller than a sizeable majority of the female population, (although today I've observed so far 15 women that are taller than me)!
I realise this is probably one of the most pathetic posts ever to appear on these boards. I don't think I'm looking for attention, at least consciously. More it's just a self-therapeutic need to express the thoughts that have been running through my head all day..rather than keeping them bottled up.
Anyway, empirical conclusions....5'9 is not "average" height....and I'm f***ed up in the head!
anyway, today I decided to perform a semi-scientific experiment by keeping a track of the number of men above and below my height that I encountered during my day. This was done in a university setting so the sample would be in the 18-30 age bracket predominantly. So far the result hasn't been good: an optimistic estimate would be a ratio of 3:1 ...in other words at the very, very best I am taller than 25% of the male population. In addition the guys who i did come across who were shorter, were usually middle-aged or older...so if I'm just comparing with my peers this percentage drops even lower.
On the positive side of things, at 5'8 I am still taller than a sizeable majority of the female population, (although today I've observed so far 15 women that are taller than me)!
I realise this is probably one of the most pathetic posts ever to appear on these boards. I don't think I'm looking for attention, at least consciously. More it's just a self-therapeutic need to express the thoughts that have been running through my head all day..rather than keeping them bottled up.
Anyway, empirical conclusions....5'9 is not "average" height....and I'm f***ed up in the head!