KarmaSutra
Banned
- Joined
- Oct 13, 2005
- Messages
- 4,818
- Reaction score
- 142
- Age
- 53
I'm sitting here with my legs dangling in my pool. In my left hand I hold my last Gurkha Warlord, by my right is a glass of Jack Daniel green label and diet coke.
I'm looking over the water contemplating the past couple of weeks and I've realized that I haven't accomplished a goddamned thing.
What have I done to help a brother in need? Nothing.
What have I done to make myself an example for the younger man? Nothing.
What the fvck have I done? I've caused a bunch of name calling, finger pointing nonsense to get in the way of progress. Forward progress. What I've done is regress. I've gone fvcking backwards.
Player Supreme, I am tossing this bullsh!t aside between you and I. I don;t want anyone to reply to this thread except Supreme (if he chooses).
I'm doing this for me. To get past this miasma of superiority I've been sucked into. I fully accept the responsiblity of my words and actions.
What I haven't realized is that Supreme is helping guys. Is it my way? Nope. Is it wrong? Nope. He's teaching guys lessons the way he knows how.
It's not wrong, it's different. My ego got a little too far on it's leash and I had to drag it in.
Supreme, do your thing my man. I won't knock your style any longer. What dawned on me was that YOU are teaching guys in the real world, as I am.
For that, props to you.
I'm letting bygones be bygones. Whether you accept my truce or not is irrelevant to me. The importance is that I make it known for my own self esteem and peace of mind.
I pass you the peace pipe brother.
I'm looking over the water contemplating the past couple of weeks and I've realized that I haven't accomplished a goddamned thing.
What have I done to help a brother in need? Nothing.
What have I done to make myself an example for the younger man? Nothing.
What the fvck have I done? I've caused a bunch of name calling, finger pointing nonsense to get in the way of progress. Forward progress. What I've done is regress. I've gone fvcking backwards.
Player Supreme, I am tossing this bullsh!t aside between you and I. I don;t want anyone to reply to this thread except Supreme (if he chooses).
I'm doing this for me. To get past this miasma of superiority I've been sucked into. I fully accept the responsiblity of my words and actions.
What I haven't realized is that Supreme is helping guys. Is it my way? Nope. Is it wrong? Nope. He's teaching guys lessons the way he knows how.
It's not wrong, it's different. My ego got a little too far on it's leash and I had to drag it in.
Supreme, do your thing my man. I won't knock your style any longer. What dawned on me was that YOU are teaching guys in the real world, as I am.
For that, props to you.
I'm letting bygones be bygones. Whether you accept my truce or not is irrelevant to me. The importance is that I make it known for my own self esteem and peace of mind.
I pass you the peace pipe brother.
