RichardTheFrog
Banned
This was yesterday. I decided to go to a few strip clubs.
I just drank water the whole time. The first one, a stripper came up to me and said "do you like black girls?" I just said I liked everyone. I didn't pay for any dances because they're stupid and a waste of money. I started talking to her about what I do. I lied and said I flip houses (I plan to flip houses soon, just haven't started yet). She said that she wanted to get into that (seems like a lot of people do) and and she asked if I could mentor her. I dodged the question because I don't want to do that. I told her I recently bought a house. She said she would like to see it. She said we could do whatever I want. Whatever was in my brain was okay with her. I didn't really want to ask for her number, and I didn't really care that much at all, so I said "how are we gonna keep in contact?" She said that someone stole her phone yesterday and she had to get a new one, but if I came back the next day or another day, I could get her number. I didn't really want her number, anyway. I know it sounds like an excuse that her phone was stolen, but I really did believe her. Either way, I'm not going back in any time soon as I don't really care that much.
The second strip club.... I sat there drinking water. None of the girls came up and talked me. I didn't get any dances. But while I was here, it struck me that if I was rich, that would make me special. The reason is because most people are not. Most people live paycheck to paycheck, don't own a house, etc. They spend their time drinking alcohol, doing drugs, or whatever. It really is a morally depraved society that we live in if you take a step back from it.
The third strip club.... for some reason, no one wanted to talk to me here. I felt a really weird vibe from the whole place, but I didn't really care. I didn't get any dances and I just drank water, and I didn't talk to any of the strippers for any more than 2 seconds.
I noticed that when I was talking to the people I talked to, especially the girl from the first club, that it's a big step to exchange contact info. Nobody is truly their true selves at a club. Truthfully, I'm potentially domestically violent and I know that. I haven't done anything yet, but I know if that girl gave me her number, she would be giving it someone slightly psychotic (but isn't everyone?). I can't be some "club fantasy," I have to actually be a normal person. And like it or not, this includes having FaceBook, maybe even Instagram or whatever. These are the times. Only weirdos don't have FaceBook. I need to make one and just use a fake last name so people can't Google my stalking charges. As of this point, I'm just a guy who sits home most of the day and up until last week was jerking off several times per day to Internet pornography. Why would any of them want to know me even if I WAS rich?
A couple things I did recently which I know are an improvement are to quit drinking and smoking cigars. It can be a little awkward being the only guy not drinking, especially at a bar, but I'm doing this for myself and my own health. I've been to rehabs and seen how alcohol and drugs can tear apart people's lives.
I also noticed that sometimes (a lot of the time), girls are just as stupid as you think they are. And it's a wonder that I would have to spend so much time and energy to impress these stupid things.
At a later point, I went to restaurant in a rich part of town and the thought occurred to me that.... you have to have status before you have game, or else it doesn't matter. To me, status would be starting a business and being very successful/rich, even including the nice car.
I just drank water the whole time. The first one, a stripper came up to me and said "do you like black girls?" I just said I liked everyone. I didn't pay for any dances because they're stupid and a waste of money. I started talking to her about what I do. I lied and said I flip houses (I plan to flip houses soon, just haven't started yet). She said that she wanted to get into that (seems like a lot of people do) and and she asked if I could mentor her. I dodged the question because I don't want to do that. I told her I recently bought a house. She said she would like to see it. She said we could do whatever I want. Whatever was in my brain was okay with her. I didn't really want to ask for her number, and I didn't really care that much at all, so I said "how are we gonna keep in contact?" She said that someone stole her phone yesterday and she had to get a new one, but if I came back the next day or another day, I could get her number. I didn't really want her number, anyway. I know it sounds like an excuse that her phone was stolen, but I really did believe her. Either way, I'm not going back in any time soon as I don't really care that much.
The second strip club.... I sat there drinking water. None of the girls came up and talked me. I didn't get any dances. But while I was here, it struck me that if I was rich, that would make me special. The reason is because most people are not. Most people live paycheck to paycheck, don't own a house, etc. They spend their time drinking alcohol, doing drugs, or whatever. It really is a morally depraved society that we live in if you take a step back from it.
The third strip club.... for some reason, no one wanted to talk to me here. I felt a really weird vibe from the whole place, but I didn't really care. I didn't get any dances and I just drank water, and I didn't talk to any of the strippers for any more than 2 seconds.
I noticed that when I was talking to the people I talked to, especially the girl from the first club, that it's a big step to exchange contact info. Nobody is truly their true selves at a club. Truthfully, I'm potentially domestically violent and I know that. I haven't done anything yet, but I know if that girl gave me her number, she would be giving it someone slightly psychotic (but isn't everyone?). I can't be some "club fantasy," I have to actually be a normal person. And like it or not, this includes having FaceBook, maybe even Instagram or whatever. These are the times. Only weirdos don't have FaceBook. I need to make one and just use a fake last name so people can't Google my stalking charges. As of this point, I'm just a guy who sits home most of the day and up until last week was jerking off several times per day to Internet pornography. Why would any of them want to know me even if I WAS rich?
A couple things I did recently which I know are an improvement are to quit drinking and smoking cigars. It can be a little awkward being the only guy not drinking, especially at a bar, but I'm doing this for myself and my own health. I've been to rehabs and seen how alcohol and drugs can tear apart people's lives.
I also noticed that sometimes (a lot of the time), girls are just as stupid as you think they are. And it's a wonder that I would have to spend so much time and energy to impress these stupid things.
At a later point, I went to restaurant in a rich part of town and the thought occurred to me that.... you have to have status before you have game, or else it doesn't matter. To me, status would be starting a business and being very successful/rich, even including the nice car.