I would love to start a conversation here about men who see escorts instead of traditional dating or pick up methods.
I am 52 for the record, reasonably good looking and I am in great physical shape and work very hard at it. It’s not that I can’t get dates. I just eventually got worn the hell out by the complete game of the chase and courting and all that crap.
I have seen escorts on and off for 8 years. I can tell you that with escorts it is just so much easier. And no they are not all on drugs, crazy ass women who were abused by their fathers. Some of them are absolutely phenomenal.
And by the way, not only is it wayyyy less effort, it’s way less expensive than traditional dating.
I am super busy in my career. It’s so nice when everyone is on the same page and knows what’s expected.
Anyway please comment on your experiences. Or ask questions if you’re considering this and I’ve never done it.
I visited two escorts. First one was Suzy from Columbia on December 4, 2014 in the evening (actual time of encounter has faded from memory and I just have an outline). The cost was $ 60.00. I danced with her nude. I smelled her body. Felt her hair. Felt her naked breasts on my breasts. I hugged her tight, I squeezed her bum tight and started kissing her all over her face (cheeks) and smelling her face and hair while hugging her up while she was nude. She sat on my lap. She had a cinnamon olive complexion and was voluptuous with a large bum. I refused to take off my underware. She asked me if I wanted to *** her and I refused. She took off her panties and bent over but it still would not get hard.
AFTER_EFFECT: There was no tangible after effect. This was a gateway drug. There was only a desire to see a more slvttier escort so see if I would get hard and explode.
Dec 5, 2014 before midnight. Visited Bianca. It was actually accidental since I intended to visit someone else, but she came on the scene and said she was busy. I'm not going to go into detail with this, but I would say this went too far. Same cost, $ 60. I handed three green $20 to her. She let me use the washroom first (I had to pay her before using their washroom).
Near the end of the session, I felt like a spiritual snake from the prostitute bit me, or felt something "off" just after orgasm next to the prostitute. (didn't go inside her and shifted her to the side so she could not insert her vag on top of my c0ck).
(Before visiting Bianca (she was from Brazil and was there for two months (as she claimed) -- I told her she was the second prostitute I visited but didn't go into detail with her about the Columbian prostitute I talked about previously)
AFTER_EFFECT: Full blown demonic panic attack the next day. Unable to eat, sleep, drive, thoughts running while, felt I worshipped the devil by dealing with that last prostitute and needed an exorcism. Felt nauseated and almost like throwing up. Could not look at movies, could not masturate, could not enjoy coffee, pancakes with maple syrup, or eat anything. Felt like something was trying to take my soul, or part my soul was lost to this prostitute. Could not drive on the same street area where the incall was located as I felt I'd be vortexed into another dimension. Have not visited another prostitute since this time.
Some Horror movies I've seen since then was called "It Follows", 2014. (watched on netflix last year - didn't see it before visiting these escorts or getting these panic attacks) Not to lesson what I experienced, this movie certainly has aspects of what I experienced. Something follows you and you can't get rid of it easily. I'm just glad its gone now.
My mom helped me through this time and we both called out on Jesus Christ for Him to get rid of that demon(s) that followed me from that escort and tormented me that month. I thank Jesus that I'm doing great today!
