Recent content by The Accountant

While I was an indoctrinated AFC, I constantly chased my one itis. I was infatuated with the idea of having an amazing woman in my life. But to no surprise, I never got one. Nor did I even get close. Now that I have changed my ways, gone on some dates, danced, kissed, everything but fvcked, I...

I've read that we as men tend to claim what we want as ours, and desire to protect it as an innate need. Saw that in myself today, some guy was trying to flirt with one of my plates and was just annoying her while she was trying to study. I didn't do anything because of the circumstance but I...

I find that what they often hate the most is my refusal to bend to the status quo and let myself be stomped on. When I walk away from plates turning sour. When I unapologetically let my intentions known. When I attract taken girls. When I ignore lies and bull****. When I do things on my terms...

Ever since I've adopted the DJ mindset and attitude, I have gotten levels of hate from everyone but my plates that are higher than when I was a blabbering political activist. I've been accused of sexual assault for a kiss close, been called a manipulator that plays mind games for flirting, and...

Update: waited two weeks and set up another date (3rd). Had a good time, and successfully kiss closed. She hasn't reached out to me since, and when bumping into her she didn't say anything. I think I'll just watch our interactions from now on and only hang out again if she seems like she wants...

Had a long conversation with a girl from before I became any sort of DJ today. The story with her is that I took a liking to her and asked her to leave her bf for me. She said no. But according to her, I toyed with her emotions and manipulated her. When that was happening, months ago, she told...

I'm still a virgin, have had multiple chances to escalate and have sex, have had girls hint at it, but I simply do not give a **** so I never do. And it makes me not sexual enough around women. I'm still in HS, and just don't want to be sleeping around. I would definitely bang a girlfriend, but...

Well sh1t, you're totally right. Pretty much the same thing happened here I think. And yeah, she's bragged about her tinder matches too but idgaf. I usually play along and say "oh did you get laid yet? Hell yeah I bet it was hot." And she gets pissed every time lol. In the past I've done some...

IDK what I'm doing so feel free to rip on me as much as you want. The way she looks at me, and the way she laughs when showing me something. For a long time I didn't give two sh1ts about her. I usually hold eye contact when talking to people out of habit, so I'd be talking to her and she'd...

I mean, I've read half of the DJ Bible. I guess I'm breaking the rules too much.

Lol, I'm laughing too. Fvck if its that bad I don't even know where to start now. I've got to re think a lot. Only went for her because she's moving in a few months and decided I'd have fun with her before moving to anything serious with someone else. She's not ltr material. So I don't really care.

If there wasn't chemistry then I don't know what chemistry is. Or it was an act. A long, well kept act. I mean, seriously. If there wasn't any, then I have never experienced it. I'm not denying that as a possibility, but I want to be sure of it before I write off my entire understanding of that.

Haha, ouch. Either things changed or I've been reading wrong for a long time. She's always acted like she's super into me, and told me once. But when it comes time for things to be nailed down, I get the shoulder. Maybe it's something I did, idk. Sounds like I should walk away, it just seems...

Of course I didn't believe it lol, not that it changes what she wants, but I've never paid for anything for her, and have never become her emotional tampon.

Yeah, well I tend to agree but I don't want to give up after one small rejection. I'm ok with sinking in the extra hour it takes to go for it once more.