Recent content by staystrong

Last post before trip: changing 13. ironic that your name is changing 13, and your last post was the most important message of change and your 13th post. just saying..., I'm working on me from now on. If i have fun along the way cool, but a relationship is not what will make me happy anymore...

In California on VA!!!! GO TO CENTRAL aMERICA IN 2 DAYS!! I've learned a lot about my expectations and needs of relationships through this relaztionship. One of the greatest things I found out to know if I was truly over her was the song test. When you can get more into the good songs than...

Why would she do this? i got a better question and it comes from a place of understanding of this situation. Why the fucckk do you care? it doesn't matter why she's calling you. Your decision to block her is all that matters.

Changing 13: block her. if it bothers you then block her. I did and it's much better than the constant reminder of the break up.

Bleeding Love: The mirror is revealing and the truth is bittersweet. It's bitter because you realize you need to LOVE YOURSELF before any dude, but it's sweet because THATS WHATS NEXT. your already ahead of most this early. girl you got this, you know what to do.

Day, i don't know. i stopped counting. I know Day 60 because it's the same day I leave for South America Ironically. Got a awesome update for you guys who been following my ex bull!! Anyway: Been working on me, got all brand new cloths, haircut, modeling, and doing good. Looking fresh walking...

Pretty boy is right. I'm not posting anymore. I'm going to work on my confidence and just go have some fun working on my pick up game. I'll post if some really awesome thing happens.

Day 40: Hookup up with a chick last night. Was fun, but i know its not the answer. BUT!, I'm sitting in class right now, just saw her walking in the hall and you know what. Ya i do miss her physically, but I deserve much better and will find someone much better. I will now count down the days...

Day 38: yesterday was the hardest day so far. Not about my ex, more about my hollow inside feeling. Slept at a friends house to escape it, and I feel good cuz I know I'm going to be better than just fine. I'm going to be fuucking fantastic even at my weakest.

Day 37: "You hate being alone, you ain't the only one you hate the fact that you bought the dream, and they sold you one" Drake

Day 37: I think I am 99.8% completely over my ex honestly. I cant believe I even dated her really. But i still need to work on me!! heres to friday night plates!

Day 36: had the worst nightmare about her last night, but it doesn't faze me anymore. Ironically in the dream, I was sleeping with one girl really in to me, but I kept leaving the bed to go find my ex. The message i got was that holding onto the past hinders grabbing the future.

Everybody who has been keeping up with me, or has ALREADY BEEN THROUGH EX GAMES, i have one question that I keep thinking about. Not about my ex, just about myself. Not so much on rebound over ex, but the lonely feeling I had before I even met her. I keep fighting myself on whether I should...

European Dude: you dont need the 10 girl theory, you dont need to be with her, or contact her, you dont need to figure out why her past is so present. The only thing you need to do is be happy alone for a while. P.s. If you really want to call her and feel like your literally about to, before...

Day 35: I dont want to spend plates to solve problems. I shouldn't need a girlfreind to be happy, I just need to be happy single, and the rest will come in time. P.s. not to say plates aren't fun, ha, just not the solution.