Recent content by sparkychops

yet another update. He just called my father, asking how I was. I haven't had a chance to tell the old man yet, I haven't been down to his house in weeks, so hearing we were finished was a surprise to him. NC NC NC!!!

And yes I have turned off my timestamp on whatsapp. Got a friend to check and just my name comes up now, no time :D

Much MUCH better day today :D Went to work in flying form, got told I was being moved to the department I've been trying to get into the past YEAR!! then got handed a pay rise, more hours AND a monthly bonus!! Today made me realize that life most definitely goes on. I don't need someone who...

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A coward. The word I'm looking for is a coward.:rockon:

DAY 10. Double digits, finally!! Was absolutely fine today, had an exam, it didn't go great but I really felt okay with everything. Was talking to a friend and we both agreed that IF it ever came to my ex regretting what he done (please bear in mind, i said IF) he'd never ever reach out to...

Have it deleted, not much use though, I know it off by heart :trouble:

Day 9 Can't believe I've lasted another day, thought I would have broken by now. Think the realisation is setting in that I'm not going to hear from him, and everytime I get tempted to text I think about how I'd feel if he didn't reply - that's usually enough to knock me straight off that...

I woke up this morning feeling confused. I'm not sure he realizes we're in NC, and if he does, he's probably being as stubborn as me. Day 9, here we go...

Yeah. I know this is a guy thing, but it's helping. :eek: :eek:

Bank holiday here, my guts telling he'll be out tonight. He's deleted his FB, so I have no temptation to look at anything. I was fine this morning, wrote out a huge email of just sheer and utter anger. Sent it to a friend instead of him. Thankfully. Went to a family party, felt fine, until...

I've 4,500 words of sheer and utter anger.