Me and my EX talked tonite for the first time like in 5 days... i only picked up cus the call was blocked so i thought it was this other girl i have been talking to. Anyways, i played it cool like no hard feelings, but i also talked in a way like "why are you calling me what is the point just let it be the past".. Actually i said it too... I mean she calls me out of the blue and for what? To tell me this guy who i knew about that when we were dating liked her and wants to be with her and asked her to the dance?? Pff, whatever.
I found out a few days ago that she was considering going back with her other ex who she went out with inbetween our relationship, then she tells me on the phone she found out from one of his friends he has a STD now. So yeh, there goes her plans. The other dude she "says she only sees him as a friend". I would too, he looks like a transvestite. Anyways... as we are talking things get pretty hostile because i brought u pthe question what is the point of us talking, i asked her if it was just some sort of check up tosee if i didnt have a girl friend yet, she got pretty pissed off.. And we agreed not to talk to eachother anymore. Anyways, after all the breakups, all the mistakes i should have learnd from, i sent her a text aftwerwards, which said
"I still love you. but talking to you just brings up old memories that hurt. so just dont call me again. it would just waste ur time".
To be honest, i really dont regret it, cus for one thing, im not trying to be with her again, and for another, i really dont want her to eb callin me out of the blue every now and then....... but damn... I think i miss the sex... seriously... Like when ithink of her that is what i think of the most.... Which worries the hell out of me.
The way this girl was with sex, she never gave it up so easily, she always drove me crazy for it, she always had me guessing if i would get laid today, or tomorrow... she always kept me on my toes with her pssy... she always played it hard to get , played the game, with her pssy... that it never got boring....it was just so damn good... I loved the way she teased me with sex... and the ways she would be very agressive in bed and just rape me out of the blue... and each time always felt like the first time we had sex.. she always gave me that feeling again.. the feeling of me being lucky.. like it was a honor.. like her pssy was made of gold... . This scares me so much though... Because i think to myself, when i do in the future end up laying another girl, but is so easy and so predicatble with sex, that basically lets me have it any time... would this bore me? Would it not feel the same... or would it be better since i can have it whenever i pleased? I dont know just thinking about the idea,i think i would get bored of having a girl whos easy.......
What do u guys think?? have u ever been thru this that u actually miss the girl who actually kept it a challenge to lay her? or is it better when they are just easy and u get it 3 times a day?
I found out a few days ago that she was considering going back with her other ex who she went out with inbetween our relationship, then she tells me on the phone she found out from one of his friends he has a STD now. So yeh, there goes her plans. The other dude she "says she only sees him as a friend". I would too, he looks like a transvestite. Anyways... as we are talking things get pretty hostile because i brought u pthe question what is the point of us talking, i asked her if it was just some sort of check up tosee if i didnt have a girl friend yet, she got pretty pissed off.. And we agreed not to talk to eachother anymore. Anyways, after all the breakups, all the mistakes i should have learnd from, i sent her a text aftwerwards, which said
"I still love you. but talking to you just brings up old memories that hurt. so just dont call me again. it would just waste ur time".
To be honest, i really dont regret it, cus for one thing, im not trying to be with her again, and for another, i really dont want her to eb callin me out of the blue every now and then....... but damn... I think i miss the sex... seriously... Like when ithink of her that is what i think of the most.... Which worries the hell out of me.
The way this girl was with sex, she never gave it up so easily, she always drove me crazy for it, she always had me guessing if i would get laid today, or tomorrow... she always kept me on my toes with her pssy... she always played it hard to get , played the game, with her pssy... that it never got boring....it was just so damn good... I loved the way she teased me with sex... and the ways she would be very agressive in bed and just rape me out of the blue... and each time always felt like the first time we had sex.. she always gave me that feeling again.. the feeling of me being lucky.. like it was a honor.. like her pssy was made of gold... . This scares me so much though... Because i think to myself, when i do in the future end up laying another girl, but is so easy and so predicatble with sex, that basically lets me have it any time... would this bore me? Would it not feel the same... or would it be better since i can have it whenever i pleased? I dont know just thinking about the idea,i think i would get bored of having a girl whos easy.......
What do u guys think?? have u ever been thru this that u actually miss the girl who actually kept it a challenge to lay her? or is it better when they are just easy and u get it 3 times a day?
