I'm going to make this long story very very short. God showed me his miracle one day when I sat on the computer before going to work, went to facebook and logged on my ex-girlfriend's account. I know her user name but not her password. It took me one try and I was in. Believe it or not God was showing me the way.
I checked her messages and there you go. A message was sent to her best friend telling her everything about this new guy she met through her cousin. I read everything from the first day he held her hands, the first time they made out, where, when blah blah blah. Each sentence felt like I was being stabbed. I cried the hardest I ever did. At work I felt like a zombie. I felt like I was dead.
That was a good 2 months ago. I learned first hand that anything that can't kill me only makes me stronger. All the pain that I could get I let it in. I cried each day after work. Went to the beach alone and really tried to free myself again. Needless to say the crying days are over.
I told her the whole story and that I knew everything and I told her to change her password.
Alright so, anyways, she has 3 accounts. Myspace, facebook and friendster. The facebook one is where all her goodies are. She changed her password there immediately. Both her myspace and friendster still has the same old password that I know of. Our pictures are still in her account but private.
Anyways, last night I was browsing on friendster for females around my area. I don't know how it happened but it seemed that I was logged on her account when I did so. So instantly those same girls I viewed, also viewed her profile. Obviously my dumbas$ was noticed.
I checked her profile today as I can't seem to stop, which I know I will eventually when I find a girl who will keep my mind off of her. Anyways, she made a shout out saying "stop using my account to view other people's ish..please and thanx!<3".
Makes me mad as helll. I don't know if it's because I got caught or because I feel like she has really moved on and I still have feelings for her and wish she'd come back though I've changed so much and know I can't take her back whatever!'
The question is. Why the f*ck is she not changing her password?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!:cuss:
I checked her messages and there you go. A message was sent to her best friend telling her everything about this new guy she met through her cousin. I read everything from the first day he held her hands, the first time they made out, where, when blah blah blah. Each sentence felt like I was being stabbed. I cried the hardest I ever did. At work I felt like a zombie. I felt like I was dead.
That was a good 2 months ago. I learned first hand that anything that can't kill me only makes me stronger. All the pain that I could get I let it in. I cried each day after work. Went to the beach alone and really tried to free myself again. Needless to say the crying days are over.
I told her the whole story and that I knew everything and I told her to change her password.
Alright so, anyways, she has 3 accounts. Myspace, facebook and friendster. The facebook one is where all her goodies are. She changed her password there immediately. Both her myspace and friendster still has the same old password that I know of. Our pictures are still in her account but private.
Anyways, last night I was browsing on friendster for females around my area. I don't know how it happened but it seemed that I was logged on her account when I did so. So instantly those same girls I viewed, also viewed her profile. Obviously my dumbas$ was noticed.
I checked her profile today as I can't seem to stop, which I know I will eventually when I find a girl who will keep my mind off of her. Anyways, she made a shout out saying "stop using my account to view other people's ish..please and thanx!<3".
Makes me mad as helll. I don't know if it's because I got caught or because I feel like she has really moved on and I still have feelings for her and wish she'd come back though I've changed so much and know I can't take her back whatever!'
The question is. Why the f*ck is she not changing her password?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!:cuss:
