incognito42
Master Don Juan
- Joined
- May 15, 2005
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- 37
I think I am depressed, I have social anxiety, low self esteem, and I think I have narcassistic qualities. Im very uneasy and awkward in conversation. My pacing and tempo is always off, the tone of my voice varies, and I find it difficult to show expression. My low self esteem causes awkwardness no matter who Im talking to. It can be a 70 year old man, 5 year old kid, or a smoking hot 20 year old girl and it is all the same. My low self esteem gets the better of me every time and the interactions, no matter what kind or what setting, end up awkward
I considered myself ugly (atleast by "general" standards) for most my life. So it made it easy for me to just let my other friends be the center of attention and hide from everyone my uneasiness in social gatherings. Im 21 years old now. I still think Im ugly, and still show low self esteem in social gatherings. The problem now is that I am attratcing all different kinds of women. Ages 15-50 and all sizes, shapes and colors. I am oblivious to picking up signs that chicks like me, but some come on to me so strong now that it is impossible to assume anythign else. As soon as we meet, or even before, I feel like Im being hunted. I can feel them wanting me to club them over the head and bring them back to my cave.
So you might be wondering what the "problem" is. Well my self esteem is so low, and my social anxiety is so bad that me being thrust into the spotlight in these social interactions makes for some UGLY looking incidents. Its so bad, that it makes me hope they dont like me so I dont have to fail once again at acting normal
i can not figure out on my own how to overcome my problems. PLEASE HELP!
I considered myself ugly (atleast by "general" standards) for most my life. So it made it easy for me to just let my other friends be the center of attention and hide from everyone my uneasiness in social gatherings. Im 21 years old now. I still think Im ugly, and still show low self esteem in social gatherings. The problem now is that I am attratcing all different kinds of women. Ages 15-50 and all sizes, shapes and colors. I am oblivious to picking up signs that chicks like me, but some come on to me so strong now that it is impossible to assume anythign else. As soon as we meet, or even before, I feel like Im being hunted. I can feel them wanting me to club them over the head and bring them back to my cave.
So you might be wondering what the "problem" is. Well my self esteem is so low, and my social anxiety is so bad that me being thrust into the spotlight in these social interactions makes for some UGLY looking incidents. Its so bad, that it makes me hope they dont like me so I dont have to fail once again at acting normal
i can not figure out on my own how to overcome my problems. PLEASE HELP!
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