read and enjoy, sick of being shltted on by this chick, what the fvck. any comments or advice welcome.
Xxxx (2:03:21 PM): acting like you really wanted to see me the other night, then making no effort to follow through, and turning down my efforts, that is fvcking with me. your trying to get everything you want but telling me i cant have anything i want. thats not gonna work. things have gotta change. your trying to keep me strung along here and thats not going to happen. think about it and get back to me.
Xxxx (10:26:18 PM): so whats the deal
yyyy (10:26:25 PM): hey bab
yyyy (10:26:30 PM): whats goin on
Xxxx (10:26:56 PM): you get my message earlier?
yyyy (10:27:01 PM): i did....
Xxxx (10:27:10 PM): yea im just so fed up
yyyy (10:27:11 PM): i dont ever know how to respond to your messages
yyyy (10:27:15 PM): you are???
yyyy (10:27:18 PM): right now
Xxxx (10:27:31 PM): yea your just so flaky
yyyy (10:27:35 PM): i dont think so
yyyy (10:27:40 PM): but i respect your analysis
Xxxx (10:28:25 PM): like... i said so your not gonna fvck with me anymore and you said yea
Xxxx (10:28:31 PM): then your like oh.. im hooking up w/ another kid
yyyy (10:28:48 PM): ok but so are you!!!
yyyy (10:28:56 PM): like we hook up with people
Xxxx (10:29:53 PM): are you just looking to get ass or what
Xxxx (10:29:57 PM): i just dont get it
yyyy (10:29:59 PM): nope
yyyy (10:30:06 PM): i dont randomly hookup with people
yyyy (10:30:17 PM): if i hook up with people its for a period of time
Xxxx (10:30:33 PM): you said you expect me to sit here waiting... im not gonna
yyyy (10:30:42 PM): i know xxxx
Xxxx (10:30:44 PM): i did for a while cause i was fvckin stupid
yyyy (10:30:47 PM): to me, you havent been
yyyy (10:30:59 PM): i know, you do what you have to do, and what makes you happy
Xxxx (10:31:29 PM): well it makes me happy when im with you, but not when you are hooking up with another kid at the same time
Xxxx (10:31:40 PM): so pretty much the negatives outweigh the positives
yyyy (10:31:48 PM): i know what you mean
yyyy (10:32:00 PM): the thing is ...we hook up randomly
yyyy (10:32:03 PM): its never regularly
Xxxx (10:32:12 PM): yea and thats your choice
Xxxx (10:32:19 PM): cause you like to flake out
Xxxx (10:33:57 PM): so when your done with this kid your gonna try crawling back ot me
Xxxx (10:33:59 PM): and im not gonna be here
Xxxx (10:34:09 PM): i always have been
Xxxx (10:34:29 PM): we stop talking cause i get pissed like this then you say bleh ill give it a chance bleh bleh doesnt meant **** then as soon as you have my attention again you just flake
Xxxx (10:34:40 PM): im breaking hte cycle its not gonna work like this anymore
yyyy (10:35:42 PM): ok
yyyy (10:36:55 PM): i support all your decisions
Xxxx (10:38:30 PM): so this is your choice; in or out of my life no inbetween
yyyy (10:39:33 PM): i dont really do that
yyyy (10:39:35 PM): that stupid to me
yyyy (10:39:38 PM): just let things go
yyyy (10:39:41 PM): like go with the flow babe
yyyy (10:39:53 PM): you are so...ya know....this way or that way
Xxxx (10:41:29 PM): so basically you want me on hand for when you want me, you want a selection of guys
yyyy (10:41:39 PM): no
yyyy (10:41:41 PM): not at all
Xxxx (10:41:57 PM): so what is it then?
yyyy (10:42:06 PM): i dont knowi cant give you answers her
yyyy (10:42:07 PM): here
yyyy (10:42:09 PM): i dont plan ahead
yyyy (10:42:10 PM): i just go with it
Xxxx (10:42:42 PM): look- something has to change
yyyy (10:42:57 PM): ok well i dont know
yyyy (10:43:05 PM): you cant be friends with me xxxx
yyyy (10:43:24 PM): i cant give you a definite answer as to whether you will be my boyfriend
Xxxx (10:43:56 PM): im not asking for that; im just saying every other girl i hook up w/ i couldnt give less of a **** about
yyyy (10:44:02 PM): i know that
Xxxx (10:44:03 PM): and i woudlnt give a **** if htey were hooking up w/ other guys
yyyy (10:44:06 PM): right
Xxxx (10:46:53 PM): your putting me second to that kid and im putting you first there is a problem here
yyyy (10:47:00 PM): i agree
Xxxx (10:47:38 PM): so you like that kid more than me
Xxxx (10:47:43 PM): its not gonna hurt me im passed that
yyyy (10:47:56 PM): i dont really know how i feel about him
yyyy (10:47:58 PM): im very indecisive
yyyy (10:48:04 PM): sometimes i think ya know im really into him
Xxxx (10:48:06 PM): yea trust me ive noticed
Xxxx (10:48:29 PM): thats how you are with me
Xxxx (10:48:51 PM): well i dont know i guess ****s not gonna change cause thats just your personality
yyyy (10:48:59 PM): no its not
Xxxx (10:49:35 PM): well look put yourself in my shoes what would you do
yyyy (10:49:44 PM): i would be extremely frusturated
Xxxx (10:49:49 PM): yes
Xxxx (10:50:27 PM): see i know you, your gonna start to miss me then your gonna try to call me up
Xxxx (10:50:36 PM): and im not settling for that
yyyy (10:51:28 PM): xxxx, you do what you want to do
yyyy (10:51:33 PM): i will not ever control that
yyyy (10:51:49 PM): i want you to make your decisions based on your happiness
Xxxx (10:52:48 PM): well look- you know im a great guy and you know its gonna be hard for you to find someone like me
Xxxx (10:53:04 PM): and i am positive you will regret this later if you lose me
Xxxx (10:54:20 PM): so your making the choice now for that kid, just dont expect me to be here cause im not gonna alright
yyyy (10:56:19 PM): ok xxxx
Xxxx (2:03:21 PM): acting like you really wanted to see me the other night, then making no effort to follow through, and turning down my efforts, that is fvcking with me. your trying to get everything you want but telling me i cant have anything i want. thats not gonna work. things have gotta change. your trying to keep me strung along here and thats not going to happen. think about it and get back to me.
Xxxx (10:26:18 PM): so whats the deal
yyyy (10:26:25 PM): hey bab
yyyy (10:26:30 PM): whats goin on
Xxxx (10:26:56 PM): you get my message earlier?
yyyy (10:27:01 PM): i did....
Xxxx (10:27:10 PM): yea im just so fed up
yyyy (10:27:11 PM): i dont ever know how to respond to your messages
yyyy (10:27:15 PM): you are???
yyyy (10:27:18 PM): right now
Xxxx (10:27:31 PM): yea your just so flaky
yyyy (10:27:35 PM): i dont think so
yyyy (10:27:40 PM): but i respect your analysis
Xxxx (10:28:25 PM): like... i said so your not gonna fvck with me anymore and you said yea
Xxxx (10:28:31 PM): then your like oh.. im hooking up w/ another kid
yyyy (10:28:48 PM): ok but so are you!!!
yyyy (10:28:56 PM): like we hook up with people
Xxxx (10:29:53 PM): are you just looking to get ass or what
Xxxx (10:29:57 PM): i just dont get it
yyyy (10:29:59 PM): nope
yyyy (10:30:06 PM): i dont randomly hookup with people
yyyy (10:30:17 PM): if i hook up with people its for a period of time
Xxxx (10:30:33 PM): you said you expect me to sit here waiting... im not gonna
yyyy (10:30:42 PM): i know xxxx
Xxxx (10:30:44 PM): i did for a while cause i was fvckin stupid
yyyy (10:30:47 PM): to me, you havent been
yyyy (10:30:59 PM): i know, you do what you have to do, and what makes you happy
Xxxx (10:31:29 PM): well it makes me happy when im with you, but not when you are hooking up with another kid at the same time
Xxxx (10:31:40 PM): so pretty much the negatives outweigh the positives
yyyy (10:31:48 PM): i know what you mean
yyyy (10:32:00 PM): the thing is ...we hook up randomly
yyyy (10:32:03 PM): its never regularly
Xxxx (10:32:12 PM): yea and thats your choice
Xxxx (10:32:19 PM): cause you like to flake out
Xxxx (10:33:57 PM): so when your done with this kid your gonna try crawling back ot me
Xxxx (10:33:59 PM): and im not gonna be here
Xxxx (10:34:09 PM): i always have been
Xxxx (10:34:29 PM): we stop talking cause i get pissed like this then you say bleh ill give it a chance bleh bleh doesnt meant **** then as soon as you have my attention again you just flake
Xxxx (10:34:40 PM): im breaking hte cycle its not gonna work like this anymore
yyyy (10:35:42 PM): ok
yyyy (10:36:55 PM): i support all your decisions
Xxxx (10:38:30 PM): so this is your choice; in or out of my life no inbetween
yyyy (10:39:33 PM): i dont really do that
yyyy (10:39:35 PM): that stupid to me
yyyy (10:39:38 PM): just let things go
yyyy (10:39:41 PM): like go with the flow babe
yyyy (10:39:53 PM): you are so...ya know....this way or that way
Xxxx (10:41:29 PM): so basically you want me on hand for when you want me, you want a selection of guys
yyyy (10:41:39 PM): no
yyyy (10:41:41 PM): not at all
Xxxx (10:41:57 PM): so what is it then?
yyyy (10:42:06 PM): i dont knowi cant give you answers her
yyyy (10:42:07 PM): here
yyyy (10:42:09 PM): i dont plan ahead
yyyy (10:42:10 PM): i just go with it
Xxxx (10:42:42 PM): look- something has to change
yyyy (10:42:57 PM): ok well i dont know
yyyy (10:43:05 PM): you cant be friends with me xxxx
yyyy (10:43:24 PM): i cant give you a definite answer as to whether you will be my boyfriend
Xxxx (10:43:56 PM): im not asking for that; im just saying every other girl i hook up w/ i couldnt give less of a **** about
yyyy (10:44:02 PM): i know that
Xxxx (10:44:03 PM): and i woudlnt give a **** if htey were hooking up w/ other guys
yyyy (10:44:06 PM): right
Xxxx (10:46:53 PM): your putting me second to that kid and im putting you first there is a problem here
yyyy (10:47:00 PM): i agree
Xxxx (10:47:38 PM): so you like that kid more than me
Xxxx (10:47:43 PM): its not gonna hurt me im passed that
yyyy (10:47:56 PM): i dont really know how i feel about him
yyyy (10:47:58 PM): im very indecisive
yyyy (10:48:04 PM): sometimes i think ya know im really into him
Xxxx (10:48:06 PM): yea trust me ive noticed
Xxxx (10:48:29 PM): thats how you are with me
Xxxx (10:48:51 PM): well i dont know i guess ****s not gonna change cause thats just your personality
yyyy (10:48:59 PM): no its not
Xxxx (10:49:35 PM): well look put yourself in my shoes what would you do
yyyy (10:49:44 PM): i would be extremely frusturated
Xxxx (10:49:49 PM): yes
Xxxx (10:50:27 PM): see i know you, your gonna start to miss me then your gonna try to call me up
Xxxx (10:50:36 PM): and im not settling for that
yyyy (10:51:28 PM): xxxx, you do what you want to do
yyyy (10:51:33 PM): i will not ever control that
yyyy (10:51:49 PM): i want you to make your decisions based on your happiness
Xxxx (10:52:48 PM): well look- you know im a great guy and you know its gonna be hard for you to find someone like me
Xxxx (10:53:04 PM): and i am positive you will regret this later if you lose me
Xxxx (10:54:20 PM): so your making the choice now for that kid, just dont expect me to be here cause im not gonna alright
yyyy (10:56:19 PM): ok xxxx
