Once a week and only when you've gathered attraction, feelings from other women in inbetween times, then when you masterbate it's like you're really ****ing because you know this or that woman (memory filed in your brain) Really wants to **** you and has probably thought about or talked about ****ing you at night before she goes to bed. Knowing that any given woman wants to **** me makes it to where I know the reason why she wants to **** me (because if I was a woman I'd wanta **** me too - I know who I am, that I'm that good, something that she'd definately want to touch but knows she shouldn't like forbidden fruit); therefore, I don't have to ejaculate, I can just make the motions of giving her my love or sex and "get off" mentally on knowing that a woman would want to have me on top of her doing anything to her (eating her ***** whatnot). I think that all women who cross my path can know instinctively either (immediately or eventually) that I could eat her up quite nicely, but there's a price to be paid for the services of my mouth in gold (then her validation, suplication etc begins; if she ****s up, she's gone).