Hello readers,
Just like the title says, this is my life and my movie. So feel free to sit down and read. But remember, be a good guest and behave yourself. But that's it, I'm a pretty easygoing and open mind person most of the time. So I doubt there will be grudges from any of you guys.
About Me
The first part to build rapport and get rid of that stranger image is to share a little bit about myself. I'm a 19 year old asian boy as of now and was born in Vietnam. I've been living in Tampa, Florida most of my life and not planning to move anytime soon. Apart from studying the game, I like to workout to keep my body in shape and have a strict diet because I believe looking good is the main source to be confident. Everybody can look good imo, but you have to work hard for it. You get what you deserve, right? So what brings me into the game and how I discovered it?
My Life
All my school life I've been the quiet asian kid sitting in the corner of the room. Most of the time I would just layed my head on the desk or zoned out. I thought being quiet and not talk to anyone was kool since I didn't try to messed with anyone and the kids in my class did not know anything about me. I was trying to be perfect just to cut it short. Thanks to anime seriously. Remembered the quiet and calm guy who always beat up the bad guys and look kool afterward?? Yea, that was me or at least that was what I tried to be. I didn't know that would made other think I'm a loser until this one girl told me earlier this year about how I was a loser in high school. Not only that, but my family think I'm a loser too. And they think That I'm still a loser even now. Hahah, shhhh.....i kinda tried to hide from them and keep that as surprise when I bring a hb10 home. I was a pretty big kid back then cause I was chubby and rarely get bullied but that didn't mean I didn't got picked on. Chubby and face full of pimple. I remembered I would get like a big pimple on my nose every year. It was embarassing to walked around school like that. Hahah, I used to tried to covered cream on it. Despise my image, I still got one average(or hot to most) girl who reveals their interest to me or even tried to ask me out every year. Funny how this one girl ask me to married her in 8th grade. I could've gotten laid back then, but I was too picky cause I was looking for perfection. Hah, how naive. Not because there was no perfect girl but it was my fear of talking to girls that stop me. So from kindergarten to 12 grade, I talk to no girls unless we got assign to the same group by the teacher and even that wouldn't help me. The girls would usually ask me why am I so quiet. I replied to them with my soft and low voice "I don't know." or sometimes I don't even reply or look at them. And that can turn out to be rude. Funny how I just look at the gangsta wannabe kids who neg girls all day and wish I was them. But now they wish they're me.
My Love Story
So my life changes after my summer break of 2006. I met a girl, a Filipino girl who was the sister of my friend also my co-worker. To tell the truth, she was not attractive. But she was the first girl that I went the most far with. We talk on the phone for hours almost everyday. I remembered I went to the grocery store and tricked my mom into buying me candy and chocolate so I can make her candy sushi at the sushi bar I was working at because she gonna give me a visit there. So I actually did it, and I risk getting fired by giving her some free sushi rolls, I also went to the mall, bought her a shirt and let her borrowed a few games which she didn't give back. I did all that and what I got was just a "THANK YOU". At that time she got a boyfriend who went out with her for two years. But as you can see, their relationship is not strong. So one day I told one of the girl who I called "sis" on AIM my story and asked her for some advice. Guess what? She told me I should not break them apart blah blah blah, etc and then went back to her own stupid love story. Hahah she got played too. So I did what she say and didn't tried to go any further. One time, I cried in front of her brother and told him my feeling and he told me "Just let nature takes it course." and that was the first time I cried for a girl. Stupid how he says that, fvck nature!!! At that time, I tried to lose some weights and cut my hair for her. but guess what? She didn't even liked it. So I listened to her bro and the stupid "sis" on AIM and tried to not go any further and tried stop calling her for a while (I can't even sleep the night before the first day of school cause of thinking of her.) Everything went on like this for a while until one day I heard she broke up with her boyfriend for some other dude who lived 5 states away from her(Chicago). I can't let this happen, I've waited long enough. So I IM her one day on yahoo and told her how I feels(I even ask my friends to ask her if she like me a few times before and she say she think I'm cute.) and guess what she say? "I only see you as a friend." BAM, I can feel my heart screaming and my tears dripping down my cheeks. Hahah, it hasn't end yet. I kept telling myself it must be the way I look. I sent her my cell number. I believed she will come back to me one day. So I push myself hard in the gym and have a really strict diet which I only ate chicken breast for the whole 9 months. I went from 180 lbs to 145 lbs. But that day never comes. I waited and waited. I told everyone about her, everyone I knew that I liked her. I want the whole world to know. I can't stop thinking of her everyday and it didn't stop until I discovered the game. But thanks to her, my life has changes. But Guess what? she added me on myspace a few weeks ago, hahah I feel stupid looking at her now. Ever since I started sarging, I've met girls that are better than her. Just imagine how interesting life would be if I push myself out of the comfort zone. Bye bye girl. Hahah.
My Enlightenment
I actually knew a little bit about the game about 5 years ago when I was a freshmen in high school but not really apply to it since I think it was a waste of time. Looking back, the game wasn't that good 5 years ago to be honest or maybe I wasn't desperate enough. Let's skip to the beginning of last august. I spotted a thread about picking up chicks at BB.com and the way the guy explained it from "Double your Dating" was just easy so I just applied it at my first year of college. I still remembered my first approach. It was a cute mexican girl. Hmmm....I want to see her again.
My Struggle
Hahah, wow that was longer than I expected. I been struggling with Approach Anxiety lately. I used to forced my friends into approaching girls. But now I need someone to push me into it. Unfortunately I got no wing who can do that. It's really hard to fight it. I have to admit that, so from now on I'm not gonna force anyone unless they wanted to. But guess what? I just beat it 2 days ago and now I'm back for more action. Well...this is me personally. If I can approach one girl and had a great outcome. I would go on a approaching spree. I once approach 20 girls in a day. Hahah, don't be like me. Try to build rapport, okay?? Quality over quantity hahah.
My Style
I've been studying a lot of method and read a lot of ebooks including David Deangelo, Mystery, Swingcat, Razorjack, Style, Badboy, Ranko and Juggler. Mainly Juggler and a mixed of Badboy/Ranko Magami. But I found out getting my butt out there is the best method. Cause I rarely use any structure when I'm out there. Not because I don't want to, but I forgot everything when I'm in the convo. I'm just being my funny me. There's nothing wrong with reading and studying it. Cause I do that too. So don't feel bad about it. You're just searching for a solution to your problem afterall, either that would be AA or fear of talking to strangers. Seriously, I solely focused on AA 2 weeks ago and I finally found the answer to it. That is "No matter what happens, you'll still be you." I would tell myself that before the approach or when the approach turned out to be bad and I would tell myself "Yeah! I'm still here and being myself."
The Mall
I just got hired at the mall recently so I'm gonna approach quite a few girls there everyday. I'm not gonna badmouth my co-worker or the company. Cause that's not me.
My Goal
My goal is just to be outgoing and comfortable around everyone. Because I find myself feeling better when i'm actually myself and not being restricted by something that won't hurt me(which happens to me my whole school life.) I also find that having fun attract girls. So that's what I will do and will succeed in. But that's doesn't mean is not my primary focus cause it is. But instead of making it a chore, I'm gonna make it fun. I'm not aiming to get laid or trying to find a girlfriend. But it wouldn't hurts to get bonus hahah.
My Name
Btw, my name is Ha Nguyen and I don't give a fvck if anyone I know find this out. There's nothing wrong with improving myself and making myself happy. Because by the end of the day, no one will give a fvck if I die. Remember that, since it the first step toward your goal my friends.
Oh yea, and I also don't give a fvck if you read/reply to this. This is just for me to see my progress and see how much of a chump I was when I turn into the world best PUA hahah. Same with you guys, shouldn't care what other think. That's my last adivce to you for the day. Goodbye for now.
Just like the title says, this is my life and my movie. So feel free to sit down and read. But remember, be a good guest and behave yourself. But that's it, I'm a pretty easygoing and open mind person most of the time. So I doubt there will be grudges from any of you guys.
About Me
The first part to build rapport and get rid of that stranger image is to share a little bit about myself. I'm a 19 year old asian boy as of now and was born in Vietnam. I've been living in Tampa, Florida most of my life and not planning to move anytime soon. Apart from studying the game, I like to workout to keep my body in shape and have a strict diet because I believe looking good is the main source to be confident. Everybody can look good imo, but you have to work hard for it. You get what you deserve, right? So what brings me into the game and how I discovered it?
My Life
All my school life I've been the quiet asian kid sitting in the corner of the room. Most of the time I would just layed my head on the desk or zoned out. I thought being quiet and not talk to anyone was kool since I didn't try to messed with anyone and the kids in my class did not know anything about me. I was trying to be perfect just to cut it short. Thanks to anime seriously. Remembered the quiet and calm guy who always beat up the bad guys and look kool afterward?? Yea, that was me or at least that was what I tried to be. I didn't know that would made other think I'm a loser until this one girl told me earlier this year about how I was a loser in high school. Not only that, but my family think I'm a loser too. And they think That I'm still a loser even now. Hahah, shhhh.....i kinda tried to hide from them and keep that as surprise when I bring a hb10 home. I was a pretty big kid back then cause I was chubby and rarely get bullied but that didn't mean I didn't got picked on. Chubby and face full of pimple. I remembered I would get like a big pimple on my nose every year. It was embarassing to walked around school like that. Hahah, I used to tried to covered cream on it. Despise my image, I still got one average(or hot to most) girl who reveals their interest to me or even tried to ask me out every year. Funny how this one girl ask me to married her in 8th grade. I could've gotten laid back then, but I was too picky cause I was looking for perfection. Hah, how naive. Not because there was no perfect girl but it was my fear of talking to girls that stop me. So from kindergarten to 12 grade, I talk to no girls unless we got assign to the same group by the teacher and even that wouldn't help me. The girls would usually ask me why am I so quiet. I replied to them with my soft and low voice "I don't know." or sometimes I don't even reply or look at them. And that can turn out to be rude. Funny how I just look at the gangsta wannabe kids who neg girls all day and wish I was them. But now they wish they're me.
My Love Story
So my life changes after my summer break of 2006. I met a girl, a Filipino girl who was the sister of my friend also my co-worker. To tell the truth, she was not attractive. But she was the first girl that I went the most far with. We talk on the phone for hours almost everyday. I remembered I went to the grocery store and tricked my mom into buying me candy and chocolate so I can make her candy sushi at the sushi bar I was working at because she gonna give me a visit there. So I actually did it, and I risk getting fired by giving her some free sushi rolls, I also went to the mall, bought her a shirt and let her borrowed a few games which she didn't give back. I did all that and what I got was just a "THANK YOU". At that time she got a boyfriend who went out with her for two years. But as you can see, their relationship is not strong. So one day I told one of the girl who I called "sis" on AIM my story and asked her for some advice. Guess what? She told me I should not break them apart blah blah blah, etc and then went back to her own stupid love story. Hahah she got played too. So I did what she say and didn't tried to go any further. One time, I cried in front of her brother and told him my feeling and he told me "Just let nature takes it course." and that was the first time I cried for a girl. Stupid how he says that, fvck nature!!! At that time, I tried to lose some weights and cut my hair for her. but guess what? She didn't even liked it. So I listened to her bro and the stupid "sis" on AIM and tried to not go any further and tried stop calling her for a while (I can't even sleep the night before the first day of school cause of thinking of her.) Everything went on like this for a while until one day I heard she broke up with her boyfriend for some other dude who lived 5 states away from her(Chicago). I can't let this happen, I've waited long enough. So I IM her one day on yahoo and told her how I feels(I even ask my friends to ask her if she like me a few times before and she say she think I'm cute.) and guess what she say? "I only see you as a friend." BAM, I can feel my heart screaming and my tears dripping down my cheeks. Hahah, it hasn't end yet. I kept telling myself it must be the way I look. I sent her my cell number. I believed she will come back to me one day. So I push myself hard in the gym and have a really strict diet which I only ate chicken breast for the whole 9 months. I went from 180 lbs to 145 lbs. But that day never comes. I waited and waited. I told everyone about her, everyone I knew that I liked her. I want the whole world to know. I can't stop thinking of her everyday and it didn't stop until I discovered the game. But thanks to her, my life has changes. But Guess what? she added me on myspace a few weeks ago, hahah I feel stupid looking at her now. Ever since I started sarging, I've met girls that are better than her. Just imagine how interesting life would be if I push myself out of the comfort zone. Bye bye girl. Hahah.
My Enlightenment
I actually knew a little bit about the game about 5 years ago when I was a freshmen in high school but not really apply to it since I think it was a waste of time. Looking back, the game wasn't that good 5 years ago to be honest or maybe I wasn't desperate enough. Let's skip to the beginning of last august. I spotted a thread about picking up chicks at BB.com and the way the guy explained it from "Double your Dating" was just easy so I just applied it at my first year of college. I still remembered my first approach. It was a cute mexican girl. Hmmm....I want to see her again.
My Struggle
Hahah, wow that was longer than I expected. I been struggling with Approach Anxiety lately. I used to forced my friends into approaching girls. But now I need someone to push me into it. Unfortunately I got no wing who can do that. It's really hard to fight it. I have to admit that, so from now on I'm not gonna force anyone unless they wanted to. But guess what? I just beat it 2 days ago and now I'm back for more action. Well...this is me personally. If I can approach one girl and had a great outcome. I would go on a approaching spree. I once approach 20 girls in a day. Hahah, don't be like me. Try to build rapport, okay?? Quality over quantity hahah.
My Style
I've been studying a lot of method and read a lot of ebooks including David Deangelo, Mystery, Swingcat, Razorjack, Style, Badboy, Ranko and Juggler. Mainly Juggler and a mixed of Badboy/Ranko Magami. But I found out getting my butt out there is the best method. Cause I rarely use any structure when I'm out there. Not because I don't want to, but I forgot everything when I'm in the convo. I'm just being my funny me. There's nothing wrong with reading and studying it. Cause I do that too. So don't feel bad about it. You're just searching for a solution to your problem afterall, either that would be AA or fear of talking to strangers. Seriously, I solely focused on AA 2 weeks ago and I finally found the answer to it. That is "No matter what happens, you'll still be you." I would tell myself that before the approach or when the approach turned out to be bad and I would tell myself "Yeah! I'm still here and being myself."
The Mall
I just got hired at the mall recently so I'm gonna approach quite a few girls there everyday. I'm not gonna badmouth my co-worker or the company. Cause that's not me.
My Goal
My goal is just to be outgoing and comfortable around everyone. Because I find myself feeling better when i'm actually myself and not being restricted by something that won't hurt me(which happens to me my whole school life.) I also find that having fun attract girls. So that's what I will do and will succeed in. But that's doesn't mean is not my primary focus cause it is. But instead of making it a chore, I'm gonna make it fun. I'm not aiming to get laid or trying to find a girlfriend. But it wouldn't hurts to get bonus hahah.
My Name
Btw, my name is Ha Nguyen and I don't give a fvck if anyone I know find this out. There's nothing wrong with improving myself and making myself happy. Because by the end of the day, no one will give a fvck if I die. Remember that, since it the first step toward your goal my friends.
Oh yea, and I also don't give a fvck if you read/reply to this. This is just for me to see my progress and see how much of a chump I was when I turn into the world best PUA hahah. Same with you guys, shouldn't care what other think. That's my last adivce to you for the day. Goodbye for now.
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