If some of u don't know I haven't been chasing after this girl for 2 years. I dated this girl for 2 years and we were living together. We then barley talked for two years and recently I found out she lives 30 seconds down thr road from me.
Right now I am emotionally drained and out of it. Last night I called her to go get some food with me. There was hesitation in her voice. She said where are u planning on going? I said to mcdonalds since ur going (trying to infer a cheap date, make a joke) she was silent. She is sensitive about her weight for some reason. I have no idea if she got butt hurt over that or not. But she said shell go. 15 minutes before I was about to get her she called up and said all this bs about her work. She claimed she had to work till 10 at night which is bs. She's on a salary of 37k. There is no way she is going to have to work a 12 to 14 hour day. So isay ok that's cool. She thought I sounded irratated and said she would call me when she got off work at 10. That smelled like a flake cause she is the type of girl that will drop sh1t for someone. I then took some nyquil so I could sleep cause I get high anxiety espically with her cause she gets under my skin.
Well I knew two things were going to happen. Either she would call and say she was tired and going to bed vblah blah excuse excuse or she wouldn't call back. Well she didn't call. I woke up for some reason at 11. I checked my phone and no call from her. I was very dazed from the nyquil. So I typed a text to her which said "why are u acting flakey with me since saturday? Im going to chill out from u guess its for the best."
I honestly do need to chill for a bit with her cause I see the way im acting and feeling. Im getting a little crazy over her I think. Im sure she can sense it. I get frustrated cause we are highly attracted to each other no doubt about it. We get along fine. Then she gets all sensitive and on guard for no reason and starts saying I can't be in a relationship with u im scared and I will get attached to u and I need to be alone. Ur d1ck drives me crazy and u drive me crazy, you're crazy sexy and cool etc. Wtf? Then why are u so on guard? She's very bipolar. She's on meds I know that for a fact cause I've seen them.
I know she's bad news. Not one person who knows her has said she is good news. She's fvcked up. Shell lead u on then boom slam the door in ur face. Unless u r such a total d1ck to her constantly. When we first me a couple of years ago she was getting psycho over me cause I had no feelings. Since we have a long past and have been fvcking and hanging out hacving a good time then out of the blue mentions sh1t I mentioned in another post is getting my emotions going.
Everyone is going to say stop talking with her. The only girls I have dealt with are all fvcked up aws were talking like the last 4 girls I've dated. I think I like girls like this cause im fvked up myself and narcisstic. I can't even imagine dating a good girl. The last time I did that was 8 years ago in high school. I hate drama but it comes to me so I guess that's what im accustomed too.
Right now I am emotionally drained and out of it. Last night I called her to go get some food with me. There was hesitation in her voice. She said where are u planning on going? I said to mcdonalds since ur going (trying to infer a cheap date, make a joke) she was silent. She is sensitive about her weight for some reason. I have no idea if she got butt hurt over that or not. But she said shell go. 15 minutes before I was about to get her she called up and said all this bs about her work. She claimed she had to work till 10 at night which is bs. She's on a salary of 37k. There is no way she is going to have to work a 12 to 14 hour day. So isay ok that's cool. She thought I sounded irratated and said she would call me when she got off work at 10. That smelled like a flake cause she is the type of girl that will drop sh1t for someone. I then took some nyquil so I could sleep cause I get high anxiety espically with her cause she gets under my skin.
Well I knew two things were going to happen. Either she would call and say she was tired and going to bed vblah blah excuse excuse or she wouldn't call back. Well she didn't call. I woke up for some reason at 11. I checked my phone and no call from her. I was very dazed from the nyquil. So I typed a text to her which said "why are u acting flakey with me since saturday? Im going to chill out from u guess its for the best."
I honestly do need to chill for a bit with her cause I see the way im acting and feeling. Im getting a little crazy over her I think. Im sure she can sense it. I get frustrated cause we are highly attracted to each other no doubt about it. We get along fine. Then she gets all sensitive and on guard for no reason and starts saying I can't be in a relationship with u im scared and I will get attached to u and I need to be alone. Ur d1ck drives me crazy and u drive me crazy, you're crazy sexy and cool etc. Wtf? Then why are u so on guard? She's very bipolar. She's on meds I know that for a fact cause I've seen them.
I know she's bad news. Not one person who knows her has said she is good news. She's fvcked up. Shell lead u on then boom slam the door in ur face. Unless u r such a total d1ck to her constantly. When we first me a couple of years ago she was getting psycho over me cause I had no feelings. Since we have a long past and have been fvcking and hanging out hacving a good time then out of the blue mentions sh1t I mentioned in another post is getting my emotions going.
Everyone is going to say stop talking with her. The only girls I have dealt with are all fvcked up aws were talking like the last 4 girls I've dated. I think I like girls like this cause im fvked up myself and narcisstic. I can't even imagine dating a good girl. The last time I did that was 8 years ago in high school. I hate drama but it comes to me so I guess that's what im accustomed too.
