So for most of the time since October, I've liked this girl... and I've worried about various things at various times and posted some of those here.
But this is the week. I'm not waiting to get a car, I'm not worrying about if she likes me or not first. (I have plenty of reasons to believe she does... but I'm not gonna obsess about it.)
I can basically guarantee that she does, and I can basically guarantee that it'll work (or something, at least, will happen) by the end of this week. So regardless, it'll be figured out.
One problem, she's kind of got a boyfriend. But it can't possibly be very serious. This is a girl who tries to flirt with me pretty much every time we're in class together. If she doesn't want to go out with me because of her boyfriend, then why would she waste her time flirting? And this girl ****ing asked me to go to some concert with her last Friday. She asked me to go to a concert with her. The thing's sold out, but today I basically counter-offered something for Thursday. A ****ing movie. I borderline asked her out, and the girl said nothing about that boyfriend of hers. So I don't really ****ing care about him. He goes to another school nearby, neither of them drive, they probably see each other once a week, tops. They probably just talk to each other on Myspace. Sounds like they've got a great ****ing relationship there. Big ****ing deal. What a ****ing joke that is.
But I don't really care if she's making sense or not, she's never said anything about her supposed boyfriend to me, so I don't really give a **** if she has one or not. So maybe I'm a douche for trying to mess that up, maybe I'm a douche for making a total ass out of myself if this week ****s up, but at this point I don't really ****ing care, I'd rather just do something instead of the same crap I've been doing all year (which is basically nothing.)
But this is the week. I'm not waiting to get a car, I'm not worrying about if she likes me or not first. (I have plenty of reasons to believe she does... but I'm not gonna obsess about it.)
I can basically guarantee that she does, and I can basically guarantee that it'll work (or something, at least, will happen) by the end of this week. So regardless, it'll be figured out.
One problem, she's kind of got a boyfriend. But it can't possibly be very serious. This is a girl who tries to flirt with me pretty much every time we're in class together. If she doesn't want to go out with me because of her boyfriend, then why would she waste her time flirting? And this girl ****ing asked me to go to some concert with her last Friday. She asked me to go to a concert with her. The thing's sold out, but today I basically counter-offered something for Thursday. A ****ing movie. I borderline asked her out, and the girl said nothing about that boyfriend of hers. So I don't really ****ing care about him. He goes to another school nearby, neither of them drive, they probably see each other once a week, tops. They probably just talk to each other on Myspace. Sounds like they've got a great ****ing relationship there. Big ****ing deal. What a ****ing joke that is.
But I don't really care if she's making sense or not, she's never said anything about her supposed boyfriend to me, so I don't really give a **** if she has one or not. So maybe I'm a douche for trying to mess that up, maybe I'm a douche for making a total ass out of myself if this week ****s up, but at this point I don't really ****ing care, I'd rather just do something instead of the same crap I've been doing all year (which is basically nothing.)