One month. One month spent dating the most beautiful, chill girl in the school. Th first time we kissed I fell in love. She was so passionate and fierce; she kissed me like I've never been kissed before. I'm not exaggerating; before we made out, before I fingered her I just thought she was a pretty thing. After, i was infatuated. Of course i didnt let her know. But inside, i knew i was in love. And today she broke up with me. I can't imagine how I will get over her. I'm angry because I felt our relationship collapsing. Her kisses weren't enthusiastic anymore; she avoided me in the halls. Today, she flaked for the 2nd time, and I confronted her about it. She was nice, but that made the rejection even sicker - I can't get mad at her.
I'm so lost. I know exactly what I did wrong. I was no longer funny; when we talked, I became a sober philosopher instead of a masculine man. I ****ed up after prom. I don't have a strong social proof in school. I know I need to get over it, but right now it feels impossible.
I'm so lost. I know exactly what I did wrong. I was no longer funny; when we talked, I became a sober philosopher instead of a masculine man. I ****ed up after prom. I don't have a strong social proof in school. I know I need to get over it, but right now it feels impossible.
