THIAGO BRAZIL II
Don Juan
hi
4 1/2 years ago I was an afc. Terrible life style, didnt know much about women, nothing lets say, mastubation and all that that comes along, depression, loneliness, heavy b.s. .
then I found here and started a new life.
Met some 4 or 5 chicks, all the way, 3 seconds rule, say hello, conversation, get the number, call 2 days later, get a date, if good kiss her, if not bye bye, next!
Then I met this girl and the novel began ... heheh
I will add more and more memories as they get clear on my mind, all the good points, the mistakes, the lessons and so on...
We met on line, as we got really interested on each other, she gave me her number, and everything was smooth.
We went to my farm house every weekend, those were great days! I use to dream about getting married with her, living together, I really like her and she was a nice woman, all the positive points for her.
We always had great time, both sex, going out, talking, romantic stuff, I tought, well, this it a good girl to keep.
But time... time shows us the truth.
We began to have discussions, I felt I was giving too much and not getting anything in return, she was always studying and I felt left in second place, but let her on first place in my life.
She lives far, and it was a 20 mile trip to visit her, in the begining I went there 2, 3 times a week, but it began to get really hard to go, I had to leave my car on the street - here in Brazil it is almost like giving the car away, thief problems really a serious thing - in the other hand when we went out with her car we never could leave the car on the street. It is not about just the car, it is about sharing, like the Donnie Brasco movie quote "If I have $100, I give you $50".
My mistake>>> depreciating my things, my time, treating her like the boss, and me as a secretary.
gotta go lunch, will keep writing, it helps to clarify what happened.
4 1/2 years ago I was an afc. Terrible life style, didnt know much about women, nothing lets say, mastubation and all that that comes along, depression, loneliness, heavy b.s. .
then I found here and started a new life.
Met some 4 or 5 chicks, all the way, 3 seconds rule, say hello, conversation, get the number, call 2 days later, get a date, if good kiss her, if not bye bye, next!
Then I met this girl and the novel began ... heheh
I will add more and more memories as they get clear on my mind, all the good points, the mistakes, the lessons and so on...
We met on line, as we got really interested on each other, she gave me her number, and everything was smooth.
We went to my farm house every weekend, those were great days! I use to dream about getting married with her, living together, I really like her and she was a nice woman, all the positive points for her.
We always had great time, both sex, going out, talking, romantic stuff, I tought, well, this it a good girl to keep.
But time... time shows us the truth.
We began to have discussions, I felt I was giving too much and not getting anything in return, she was always studying and I felt left in second place, but let her on first place in my life.
She lives far, and it was a 20 mile trip to visit her, in the begining I went there 2, 3 times a week, but it began to get really hard to go, I had to leave my car on the street - here in Brazil it is almost like giving the car away, thief problems really a serious thing - in the other hand when we went out with her car we never could leave the car on the street. It is not about just the car, it is about sharing, like the Donnie Brasco movie quote "If I have $100, I give you $50".
My mistake>>> depreciating my things, my time, treating her like the boss, and me as a secretary.
gotta go lunch, will keep writing, it helps to clarify what happened.