Everybody on here has probably been broken at one point. If you asked these guys how many of them have been depressed enough to contemplate suicide the majority if they were honest would sayvyes, me included . Am I still broken, **** knows. So long as I can find moments of joy and fun then life is good, regardless of what I look like on the inside.
If you are so broken, fix it. If you can't fix it, find someone who can. If no-one can fix it, adapt to it and move on. Quit whining and find a solution.