HurricaneMarlon
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A little about me...
I am a tall guy, around 6 foot 4. I have fairly attractive looks, I have some self beliefs that I look better with a hat on backwards, but thats for another story. I tend to wear the exact same clothes a lot. I have weird beliefs that only certain clothes look good on me, I have tons of "nice" clothes, (brooks brothers, polo, etc...) but, I tend to see myself as more attractive when wearing a long sleeve red athletic shirt than a white lenin button down. I am muscular. I have worked out for a good bit being on the football team. I have a nice 6 pack. My torso is very long, (shorter arms and legs, not too short). I also have a long neck and big head, which isn't big in an awkward way although it may sound like it. I consider myself to be an 8 on a scale of 10. Although I'd rate myself (as well as girls would) as a 6.5 in a tuxedo but a 9.5 with my shirt off at the beach. Weird things.
I am very driven, I have high ambitions for my life and big dreams. I started my first business this year. It is a Landscaping/Lawn Maintenance company. So far, I only have had 2 customers. But we are only beginning and I cannot commit all my time to it until the summer. I have made roughly 420$ (My company has brought in 1100$ in revenue but I have subtracted a lot for startup costs). I also am very big into music. I have taken voice lessons (although I'm still not where I want to be because I don't practice) for two years. I also have pretty much taught myself how to play piano and guitar. I want to get better and faster at reading piano sheet music. Right now, I am working on my first song. My parents have given me a really nice recording setup to where I can work on recording and my music. I hope to expand this. I also want to play football in college, or run track. I play Defensive End and Outside Linebacker. I also am a top hurdler in the 110m hurdles in my state. Hopefully this will take me places. I have a lot of interest from colleges for football. I want to make a lot of money, or make a big impact of some kind. Huge. This is what I try to strive for everyday.
In the end, all the above was really just so you could see who I am. I want this to be mainly about self improvement. I think girls motivate me beyond anything else. Nothing brings me more joy in life than looking down at a innocent face thats absolutely adorable and feeling just that energy that you just know how much she wants you (and you want her in return). Or take for example the moment before an amazing kiss. Just that space in between you and her as your arms are wrapped around the small of her waste while looking down. Theres nothing more rewarding (in my eyes). Everyone has something that motivates them. Being able to share love with someone and feel their energy. That reciprocal feeling of "I want everything you are and everything you do" makes me my heart spin circles. I want this in its maximal form. Something I should clear up before I start this. I am not in to having sex with hundreds of girls. I'd much rather have one incredible girl, but I know that might take a lot of "auditions" (meeting a lot of girls). So I won't be pursuing meaningless physical desires. I want something deeper. Something I can feel in the gut of my soul.
A little history (from elementary school until now) about my love life. Kindergarden, those were the days. First girlfriend's name was Allison, brought her a cookie, got a kiss on the cheek. Second Grade, Her name was Kendall, we used to turn around in our chairs and smile awkwardly for hours at a time. My heart turned at this. (Wouldn't do that today). 3rd-6th Nothing but flings. In 6th grade I met this girl from a camp I go to for a month during the summer, she was the most incredible girl I'd ever met at the time. We dated, said we loved each other. I'd still say it was kind of love, but we were too young to know what love really brings. I still love her as a person and talk to her today. That lasted a year or so. I then dated another girl, I met her at a track meet and she is Ok. 6.8 out of 10. She was needy so I dumped her. Then I went to the beach with my very good friend. (This would turn out to be an annual trip with more kisses every year). My first kiss was the summer after 7th grade at the beach with a girl named Anna who was 16 when I was 13. Didn't know how to kiss at the time. So now 8th grade. I dated a girl named Emily. Ill speed this story up now. 9th- Hooked up with a few hot girls, some ugly ones while drunk which I got a lot of **** for. Dated an awesome girl for 4 months but we had conflicting personalities. Summer after 9th - Me and my mate I mentioned earlier hooked up with over 30 girls in a 7 day span. 10th -Dated a girl known as a heartbreaker and a slut but she is sexy as hell. I dumped her after a month because she was crazy. Dated another girl for 4 months(Don't know why I did, wasn't all that). Summer of 10th- Beach trip with the good friend again, easy game. Kissed more than 50 girls in a 7 day span this round. Met an awesome girl who lives 7 hours away. I was her 4th kiss and she was my 70th or so but I care so much about her and am attracted to her on this very day. 11th grade (where I am now) - Fooled around with a couple of girls, some very hot ones actually, they seem to only like me for 1 date. (The one date that they do like me, I have their shirts completely off. These are girls that wouldn't normally ever do that. For some reason I can manage to turn a girl on like crazy for one night. Then I repel them, Don't know why) So here we are now. Ending my junior year of High-school. I got rejected by this girl I really liked who goes to my school. She isn't the hottest thing. But for some reason I was infatuated with her. She denied me. People say she won't date anybody because she simply doesn't want to in high school because she thinks it will mess her up. Idk. I wasn't that sad. I took her to prom though.
I want something incredible. I need to organize my life though. Ive got way too much going on, and I can't cut any of it out. I want to meditate, read, write, play my music and write songs, study, groom properly, socialize, journal, work on my business, workout at football and track, stretch, watch ted talks, read self improvement, read the news, drink a gallon of water a day... I just never seem to have the time. I also study for the ACT 30 Minutes before school everyday.
I want a life of women, whom I love and care for. A life of genuine, real, full hearted interactions. I want to be an ultimate version of a man. I want people to just get to know me and be like "What the **** does he have thats so special?". Love is what I want. And the will/means to follow my dreams. I want soft lips pressed so hard against my face.
I am a tall guy, around 6 foot 4. I have fairly attractive looks, I have some self beliefs that I look better with a hat on backwards, but thats for another story. I tend to wear the exact same clothes a lot. I have weird beliefs that only certain clothes look good on me, I have tons of "nice" clothes, (brooks brothers, polo, etc...) but, I tend to see myself as more attractive when wearing a long sleeve red athletic shirt than a white lenin button down. I am muscular. I have worked out for a good bit being on the football team. I have a nice 6 pack. My torso is very long, (shorter arms and legs, not too short). I also have a long neck and big head, which isn't big in an awkward way although it may sound like it. I consider myself to be an 8 on a scale of 10. Although I'd rate myself (as well as girls would) as a 6.5 in a tuxedo but a 9.5 with my shirt off at the beach. Weird things.
I am very driven, I have high ambitions for my life and big dreams. I started my first business this year. It is a Landscaping/Lawn Maintenance company. So far, I only have had 2 customers. But we are only beginning and I cannot commit all my time to it until the summer. I have made roughly 420$ (My company has brought in 1100$ in revenue but I have subtracted a lot for startup costs). I also am very big into music. I have taken voice lessons (although I'm still not where I want to be because I don't practice) for two years. I also have pretty much taught myself how to play piano and guitar. I want to get better and faster at reading piano sheet music. Right now, I am working on my first song. My parents have given me a really nice recording setup to where I can work on recording and my music. I hope to expand this. I also want to play football in college, or run track. I play Defensive End and Outside Linebacker. I also am a top hurdler in the 110m hurdles in my state. Hopefully this will take me places. I have a lot of interest from colleges for football. I want to make a lot of money, or make a big impact of some kind. Huge. This is what I try to strive for everyday.
In the end, all the above was really just so you could see who I am. I want this to be mainly about self improvement. I think girls motivate me beyond anything else. Nothing brings me more joy in life than looking down at a innocent face thats absolutely adorable and feeling just that energy that you just know how much she wants you (and you want her in return). Or take for example the moment before an amazing kiss. Just that space in between you and her as your arms are wrapped around the small of her waste while looking down. Theres nothing more rewarding (in my eyes). Everyone has something that motivates them. Being able to share love with someone and feel their energy. That reciprocal feeling of "I want everything you are and everything you do" makes me my heart spin circles. I want this in its maximal form. Something I should clear up before I start this. I am not in to having sex with hundreds of girls. I'd much rather have one incredible girl, but I know that might take a lot of "auditions" (meeting a lot of girls). So I won't be pursuing meaningless physical desires. I want something deeper. Something I can feel in the gut of my soul.
A little history (from elementary school until now) about my love life. Kindergarden, those were the days. First girlfriend's name was Allison, brought her a cookie, got a kiss on the cheek. Second Grade, Her name was Kendall, we used to turn around in our chairs and smile awkwardly for hours at a time. My heart turned at this. (Wouldn't do that today). 3rd-6th Nothing but flings. In 6th grade I met this girl from a camp I go to for a month during the summer, she was the most incredible girl I'd ever met at the time. We dated, said we loved each other. I'd still say it was kind of love, but we were too young to know what love really brings. I still love her as a person and talk to her today. That lasted a year or so. I then dated another girl, I met her at a track meet and she is Ok. 6.8 out of 10. She was needy so I dumped her. Then I went to the beach with my very good friend. (This would turn out to be an annual trip with more kisses every year). My first kiss was the summer after 7th grade at the beach with a girl named Anna who was 16 when I was 13. Didn't know how to kiss at the time. So now 8th grade. I dated a girl named Emily. Ill speed this story up now. 9th- Hooked up with a few hot girls, some ugly ones while drunk which I got a lot of **** for. Dated an awesome girl for 4 months but we had conflicting personalities. Summer after 9th - Me and my mate I mentioned earlier hooked up with over 30 girls in a 7 day span. 10th -Dated a girl known as a heartbreaker and a slut but she is sexy as hell. I dumped her after a month because she was crazy. Dated another girl for 4 months(Don't know why I did, wasn't all that). Summer of 10th- Beach trip with the good friend again, easy game. Kissed more than 50 girls in a 7 day span this round. Met an awesome girl who lives 7 hours away. I was her 4th kiss and she was my 70th or so but I care so much about her and am attracted to her on this very day. 11th grade (where I am now) - Fooled around with a couple of girls, some very hot ones actually, they seem to only like me for 1 date. (The one date that they do like me, I have their shirts completely off. These are girls that wouldn't normally ever do that. For some reason I can manage to turn a girl on like crazy for one night. Then I repel them, Don't know why) So here we are now. Ending my junior year of High-school. I got rejected by this girl I really liked who goes to my school. She isn't the hottest thing. But for some reason I was infatuated with her. She denied me. People say she won't date anybody because she simply doesn't want to in high school because she thinks it will mess her up. Idk. I wasn't that sad. I took her to prom though.
I want something incredible. I need to organize my life though. Ive got way too much going on, and I can't cut any of it out. I want to meditate, read, write, play my music and write songs, study, groom properly, socialize, journal, work on my business, workout at football and track, stretch, watch ted talks, read self improvement, read the news, drink a gallon of water a day... I just never seem to have the time. I also study for the ACT 30 Minutes before school everyday.
I want a life of women, whom I love and care for. A life of genuine, real, full hearted interactions. I want to be an ultimate version of a man. I want people to just get to know me and be like "What the **** does he have thats so special?". Love is what I want. And the will/means to follow my dreams. I want soft lips pressed so hard against my face.