I wrote a VERY detailed story about me and this girl (HB8.5). It was that long, though, that I thought noone would read it. I saved it - if any of you wants it, I can post it. We are both 18 in a few months.
To make a long story short - VERY-VERY AFC me had this one-itis (the HB8.5 - let us call her Lisa) for about a year. After a year I managed to make her fall in love with me too. I never made a move, though. We only talked, talked and talked. She even got me to bed, touched me whereever she could, tried to kiss me countless times etc, I just moved away and kept on talking. We have talked about sex. She loves sex and is very good at it. I know she has been with about 10 different guys and most of them are older than us and probably way more experienced than me.
At some point we were both in love with each other, but neither of us could not really admit it and we were both committed. She fvcked some 21-year-old guy with a big penis (well, rumours, lol) and I was with some stupid ugly HB4 (I DO NOT KNOW WHY!!!). No, I did not even fvck her. I told Lisa everything about my relationship (well, actually there were only bad things lol), but one day Lisa, for some reason, betrayed me and told someone about my personal stuff. That is not something a VERY CLOSE person does. From that day on, I never talked to Lisa. She was extremely sad and lonely, dumped the 21-y-o and I could see she still wanted me and was sorry. But for me it was about pride and priciples.
Lately I have started talking to her a little bit, but I am still very cold. Today, she messaged me something like "I cannot stand it anymore, I just need to tell you. Last night I dreamed of you kissing me. I am so-so sad it never really happened!!". Well, I have no feelings towards her, but I thought - I might just start fvcking her and thus develop my sexual techniques and satisfy my manly needs.
What do you think? Should I use her or just keep ignoring her for what she did to me? Anyway, I am quite sure that if I invited her to my place, all I need to do is do what she has dreamed of and kiss her, which is very easy to lead to sex. But is it wise to do it? Because this gives her what she wants - me and my d!ck, which she has not deserved.
A fvck-buddy does sound good, though! On the other hand, I am afraid what she is looking for in me is a LTR, which is definitely not an option for me!
Tomorrow is a school-day together with her. How should I act? I did not reply to her SMS.
Thanks for any kind of help!
ASD
To make a long story short - VERY-VERY AFC me had this one-itis (the HB8.5 - let us call her Lisa) for about a year. After a year I managed to make her fall in love with me too. I never made a move, though. We only talked, talked and talked. She even got me to bed, touched me whereever she could, tried to kiss me countless times etc, I just moved away and kept on talking. We have talked about sex. She loves sex and is very good at it. I know she has been with about 10 different guys and most of them are older than us and probably way more experienced than me.
At some point we were both in love with each other, but neither of us could not really admit it and we were both committed. She fvcked some 21-year-old guy with a big penis (well, rumours, lol) and I was with some stupid ugly HB4 (I DO NOT KNOW WHY!!!). No, I did not even fvck her. I told Lisa everything about my relationship (well, actually there were only bad things lol), but one day Lisa, for some reason, betrayed me and told someone about my personal stuff. That is not something a VERY CLOSE person does. From that day on, I never talked to Lisa. She was extremely sad and lonely, dumped the 21-y-o and I could see she still wanted me and was sorry. But for me it was about pride and priciples.
Lately I have started talking to her a little bit, but I am still very cold. Today, she messaged me something like "I cannot stand it anymore, I just need to tell you. Last night I dreamed of you kissing me. I am so-so sad it never really happened!!". Well, I have no feelings towards her, but I thought - I might just start fvcking her and thus develop my sexual techniques and satisfy my manly needs.
What do you think? Should I use her or just keep ignoring her for what she did to me? Anyway, I am quite sure that if I invited her to my place, all I need to do is do what she has dreamed of and kiss her, which is very easy to lead to sex. But is it wise to do it? Because this gives her what she wants - me and my d!ck, which she has not deserved.
A fvck-buddy does sound good, though! On the other hand, I am afraid what she is looking for in me is a LTR, which is definitely not an option for me!
Tomorrow is a school-day together with her. How should I act? I did not reply to her SMS.
Thanks for any kind of help!
ASD