We all have things to prove. Prove to our family that we're a responsible, mature adult who can take care of ourselves emotionally, financially, physically, interpersonally, and spiritually. Prove to our friends that we're a carefree, upbeat, positive, and fun force of life that has embraced them with our presence. Prove to our colleagues that we're idealistic, hard-working, fair, and diligent members of the organization that we belong to. Prove to our dates and exclusive partners that we're a free, independent, self-respecting spirits. Prove to naysayers and doubters that we are NOT who they think we are. Prove to them that we are NOT a failure or a complete reject or a complete loser. Prove to them that we CAN achieve that what they believe we CANNOT.
"So what's the problem, Bat? Aren't those good things? Motivators, they are! You'd be a fool to think and say otherwise."
But look beyond it. Look beyond the superficial efficient result producing effects of trying to prove things.
"What are you talking about, Bat? Those results are good because they give you positive results AND raise your self-esteem! They garner you respect from the people you were trying to prove things to!"
Exactly!
Yes, you did get positive results but they only occured because somebody ENTICED you to get them. Yes, you did raise your self-esteem but that only happened because somebody gave you two options: humiliation OR psuedo-success. Humiliation because if you fail to live upto that somebody's expectations, you have failed in their eyes and are thus you have humiliated yourself to them. Psuedo-success because if you meet their subjective expectations of who you are supposed to be and what you are supposed to achieve, then you are successful...in their eyes.
And respect! Ha! An ancient term that is nowadays with the domination of liberty, equality, and justice for all mantra and mottos that literally everyone has embraced. Respect was never supposed to be replaced by exercise to right of free speech, liberty, and happiness. Respect I will save for a later post in the future. But let it be clear and known now that respect is not gained from others because you choose to follow the path of "success" they have set out for you to achieve.
Plus, why should you be respected when you prove yourself to others? You are nothing but a puppet with the invisible strings of "motivating words", "expectations", and "you're-not-good-enough mantras". You step up and embrace the challenge at the stroke of somebody's words. You write out and meet the goals that others held you up to and condemend you for NOT meeting those goals before. Respect?! Ha! More like, "Dance, my little doll, Dance! Dance your heart out!"
Others may applaud you for your success. Others may pat you on the back and congratulate you. Others may say, "You go, girl!". And others may say, "I guess you proved me wrong."
But at the end of the day, have you REALLY achieved ANYTHING?
"Ah you fool, Bat! Get it through your thick skull!! I have achieved success and fame and respect!"
No, you idiot! You have achieved NOTHING! Nothing at all.
The respect, you did not gain it. You do not deserve it.
Why? Because you build your life and your success around what other people expect out of you. You achieve because others wanted you to achieve. The function of your success has its roots embedded in the self-validating ego nature of others who condemned you for not being successful.
The fame, you did not gain it. You do not deserve it.
Why? Because fame is not ever-lasting. And it is rarely genuine. Your success is a fad. Fame follows fad like bee on honey. Next day, somebody else is going to get that fad. Simply because we crave variety, and we can't get used to the idea of following one person around and giving them all of our attention and pats on the back.
And the success. You gained it. But...do you deserve it?
No.
Because you didn't have the strong will power and raw determination within you to achieve that success before your critics, the challengers, the doubters ever showed up.
Think about it.
Would things have been different if those challengers, doubters had NOT shown up to tell you that you have to prove yourself to them?
"Eureka, Bat!"
Don't live your life and build your success around others' standards and expectations. Build your life and your success around YOUR standards and expectations.
"What if I don't have them, Bat?"
Then self-improve! For that is the cardinal objective of self-improvement: you are better in the present than you have ever been in the past.
When you start living your life like this, that is when others see you in a totally different light. They see that you don't live or play by anybody's rules but yours (obviously, laws and standard procedures are an exception). They see that you are tough like a rock who is unphased and unshaken by anyone's harsh remarks or negative criticism. They subconsciously respect you for it.
The only person you have anything to prove to is you, yourself alone.
Because at the end of the day, it is only you and you alone who knows what you do and what you do not deserve.
(Author's note: This was originally intended as a reply to a certain poster's thread on a certain site. One other poster had alluded to the topic that this thread discusses in a different thread elsewhere but unfortunately he got scolded for trying to explain himself. This topic has been a work in progress and still is in one way or another.)
"So what's the problem, Bat? Aren't those good things? Motivators, they are! You'd be a fool to think and say otherwise."
But look beyond it. Look beyond the superficial efficient result producing effects of trying to prove things.
"What are you talking about, Bat? Those results are good because they give you positive results AND raise your self-esteem! They garner you respect from the people you were trying to prove things to!"
Exactly!
Yes, you did get positive results but they only occured because somebody ENTICED you to get them. Yes, you did raise your self-esteem but that only happened because somebody gave you two options: humiliation OR psuedo-success. Humiliation because if you fail to live upto that somebody's expectations, you have failed in their eyes and are thus you have humiliated yourself to them. Psuedo-success because if you meet their subjective expectations of who you are supposed to be and what you are supposed to achieve, then you are successful...in their eyes.
And respect! Ha! An ancient term that is nowadays with the domination of liberty, equality, and justice for all mantra and mottos that literally everyone has embraced. Respect was never supposed to be replaced by exercise to right of free speech, liberty, and happiness. Respect I will save for a later post in the future. But let it be clear and known now that respect is not gained from others because you choose to follow the path of "success" they have set out for you to achieve.
Plus, why should you be respected when you prove yourself to others? You are nothing but a puppet with the invisible strings of "motivating words", "expectations", and "you're-not-good-enough mantras". You step up and embrace the challenge at the stroke of somebody's words. You write out and meet the goals that others held you up to and condemend you for NOT meeting those goals before. Respect?! Ha! More like, "Dance, my little doll, Dance! Dance your heart out!"
Others may applaud you for your success. Others may pat you on the back and congratulate you. Others may say, "You go, girl!". And others may say, "I guess you proved me wrong."
But at the end of the day, have you REALLY achieved ANYTHING?
"Ah you fool, Bat! Get it through your thick skull!! I have achieved success and fame and respect!"
No, you idiot! You have achieved NOTHING! Nothing at all.
The respect, you did not gain it. You do not deserve it.
Why? Because you build your life and your success around what other people expect out of you. You achieve because others wanted you to achieve. The function of your success has its roots embedded in the self-validating ego nature of others who condemned you for not being successful.
The fame, you did not gain it. You do not deserve it.
Why? Because fame is not ever-lasting. And it is rarely genuine. Your success is a fad. Fame follows fad like bee on honey. Next day, somebody else is going to get that fad. Simply because we crave variety, and we can't get used to the idea of following one person around and giving them all of our attention and pats on the back.
And the success. You gained it. But...do you deserve it?
No.
Because you didn't have the strong will power and raw determination within you to achieve that success before your critics, the challengers, the doubters ever showed up.
Think about it.
Would things have been different if those challengers, doubters had NOT shown up to tell you that you have to prove yourself to them?
"Eureka, Bat!"
Don't live your life and build your success around others' standards and expectations. Build your life and your success around YOUR standards and expectations.
"What if I don't have them, Bat?"
Then self-improve! For that is the cardinal objective of self-improvement: you are better in the present than you have ever been in the past.
When you start living your life like this, that is when others see you in a totally different light. They see that you don't live or play by anybody's rules but yours (obviously, laws and standard procedures are an exception). They see that you are tough like a rock who is unphased and unshaken by anyone's harsh remarks or negative criticism. They subconsciously respect you for it.
The only person you have anything to prove to is you, yourself alone.
Because at the end of the day, it is only you and you alone who knows what you do and what you do not deserve.
(Author's note: This was originally intended as a reply to a certain poster's thread on a certain site. One other poster had alluded to the topic that this thread discusses in a different thread elsewhere but unfortunately he got scolded for trying to explain himself. This topic has been a work in progress and still is in one way or another.)