sharkbeat
Master Don Juan
So I moved to a new place and started fvcking my landlord. She's 38, a fairly successful single mother with four kids. She cooked for me and we fvcked at night. Basically, kind of like having a wife without being married, and she doesn't want to get married, and neither do I. She can't have kids anymore, so I can blow all of my load off inside. It was great, right? Then things starting to get a bit emotional. She got attached to me. She said "I love you" third time we were fvcking, to which I replied "I love you too" in a half-serious tone. Maybe a mistake here, but saying "I know" at that time sounded pretty ridiculous and hilarious me. I almost cracked up laughing just thinking about it. Well, things were great.
She has a great body for a mother with four kids, and men, and lots of them are filthy rich and way more successful than me, the average bachelor joe, wanted to marry her left and right. To think that she wants me instead sometimes still perplexes me. If she wanted to be rich, she could've done that a long time ago. I asked her that question one day, and she said "I like you a lot because you didn't ask me where I was going all the time like these guys do."
So, things started to go downhill when she started to demand things from me. She's saying all of these stuff like "If you love me, you would've done these for me. Do you have any idea how many men wanted to do this for me?" At that time, I really didn't care for her so that's why she was whining to me. But eventually, I did do her some favors, such as washing the dishes and keeping an eye on her dog whenever she and her kids go somewhere.
Things started to go really downhill when I was becoming attached to her and be a whiny-*****. Big mistake here, I know, guys. But basically, I am hiding her away from my life, and she's hiding me away from her life. Whenever I was hanging out with my friends, she got upset that I didn't invite her. Whenever she was hanging out with her friends and family, I got jealous that I wasn't included (I have to pretend I am a good tenant). To top it off, I lost my job so that kind of affects my availability (at home most of the time -- I have been keeping myself busy like taking classes and going to the gym), and she has way more life than I do now (kids, family events, parties, and what not), and rent issue. It is a messy and confusing relationship.
At this point, I could feel it that she's in control of the relationship. I am ready to drop this relationship good and clean like it never existed. But, it is a bit complicated since I have to move out, and money and jobs are a bit difficult at this point. On the other hand, I am kind of curious if there's a way to flip this relationship back to my favor again. Whenever I tried to do nice things to her she always said these words: "Aww, you are soo sweet". In my head, I was like "Fvck! I am the nice guy! How did this happen??" But who knows, maybe I am not moving anywhere. I would rather be happy at home than feeling bitter and avoid her, and this is starting to drive me nuts. She's just out there, you know. It's not that I can pretend she doesn't exist.
She has a great body for a mother with four kids, and men, and lots of them are filthy rich and way more successful than me, the average bachelor joe, wanted to marry her left and right. To think that she wants me instead sometimes still perplexes me. If she wanted to be rich, she could've done that a long time ago. I asked her that question one day, and she said "I like you a lot because you didn't ask me where I was going all the time like these guys do."
So, things started to go downhill when she started to demand things from me. She's saying all of these stuff like "If you love me, you would've done these for me. Do you have any idea how many men wanted to do this for me?" At that time, I really didn't care for her so that's why she was whining to me. But eventually, I did do her some favors, such as washing the dishes and keeping an eye on her dog whenever she and her kids go somewhere.
Things started to go really downhill when I was becoming attached to her and be a whiny-*****. Big mistake here, I know, guys. But basically, I am hiding her away from my life, and she's hiding me away from her life. Whenever I was hanging out with my friends, she got upset that I didn't invite her. Whenever she was hanging out with her friends and family, I got jealous that I wasn't included (I have to pretend I am a good tenant). To top it off, I lost my job so that kind of affects my availability (at home most of the time -- I have been keeping myself busy like taking classes and going to the gym), and she has way more life than I do now (kids, family events, parties, and what not), and rent issue. It is a messy and confusing relationship.
At this point, I could feel it that she's in control of the relationship. I am ready to drop this relationship good and clean like it never existed. But, it is a bit complicated since I have to move out, and money and jobs are a bit difficult at this point. On the other hand, I am kind of curious if there's a way to flip this relationship back to my favor again. Whenever I tried to do nice things to her she always said these words: "Aww, you are soo sweet". In my head, I was like "Fvck! I am the nice guy! How did this happen??" But who knows, maybe I am not moving anywhere. I would rather be happy at home than feeling bitter and avoid her, and this is starting to drive me nuts. She's just out there, you know. It's not that I can pretend she doesn't exist.
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