I've been around here for a bit and I've read a lot on theory and all of that kind of stuff but I haven't really dove into applying it, mostly out of fear and a myriad of other excuses. Anyways, I've noticed that a lot of the problems that we have and a lot of the solutions offered are actually counter intuitive. For example, the idea that one's failure with women is a cause of their fear when in reality it is a result (see Pook's article titled "Kill that Desperation" on p.79 of the Book of Pook for a better explanation), and that in order to get women one must change their mindset. This all true, but it's just a very seemingly backwards way of going about it (I don't want to analyze this in detail; I just want to present this as an example).
On the one hand: "Your desperation is repelling women! You need to stop being so desperate!"
On the other hand, in order to get over it you have to actually pursue women.
This to me hasn't worked, because I feel like I have become more "desperate" as I have tried to apply this stuff to get over my fears (not desperate, really, but the fact that I had active goals in pursuing women is what I'm referring to).
One of my biggest issues is that I always feel like I'm a second class person, and that when people see me or run into me they're happy to see me but don't actively pursue a friendship with me (i.e. nobody ever calls me to do anything). So I think that's caused a lot of desperation in my life.
Anyways, school started for me last week, and ever since I've also been working a ton of hours, so my schedule has been simply too busy to worry about that. In addition to that, I've decided to stop drinking for a month with the diet that I am on, which will probably further have an effect on my social life.
And the funny thing is that over the past week and a half I've felt better about myself than I have in a while. By not seeing any friends I'm learning to accept myself more and be happy alone and with doing things by myself, so I'm planning on pretty much not hanging out with anyone for the whole month and see how it goes. I'm going to also figure out some kind of goal for approaches throughout this month because I feel like this would be a good time to do it.
So I'm hoping that by not being social I can learn to be content in myself and when I start socializing again I will be more social. I'm also considering limiting or completely boycotting my Xbox and the internet (outside of work) during this time period.
I don't know, I thought it was an interesting concept and I hope it works, and I just thought you all might be interested in hearing about it, because I've never really read anywhere about trying something like this.
Thoughts?
On the one hand: "Your desperation is repelling women! You need to stop being so desperate!"
On the other hand, in order to get over it you have to actually pursue women.
This to me hasn't worked, because I feel like I have become more "desperate" as I have tried to apply this stuff to get over my fears (not desperate, really, but the fact that I had active goals in pursuing women is what I'm referring to).
One of my biggest issues is that I always feel like I'm a second class person, and that when people see me or run into me they're happy to see me but don't actively pursue a friendship with me (i.e. nobody ever calls me to do anything). So I think that's caused a lot of desperation in my life.
Anyways, school started for me last week, and ever since I've also been working a ton of hours, so my schedule has been simply too busy to worry about that. In addition to that, I've decided to stop drinking for a month with the diet that I am on, which will probably further have an effect on my social life.
And the funny thing is that over the past week and a half I've felt better about myself than I have in a while. By not seeing any friends I'm learning to accept myself more and be happy alone and with doing things by myself, so I'm planning on pretty much not hanging out with anyone for the whole month and see how it goes. I'm going to also figure out some kind of goal for approaches throughout this month because I feel like this would be a good time to do it.
So I'm hoping that by not being social I can learn to be content in myself and when I start socializing again I will be more social. I'm also considering limiting or completely boycotting my Xbox and the internet (outside of work) during this time period.
I don't know, I thought it was an interesting concept and I hope it works, and I just thought you all might be interested in hearing about it, because I've never really read anywhere about trying something like this.
Thoughts?