The Unforgiven III
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Hey guys. I read the DJ bible - about 5 years ago. I've studied it, applied it, lived it, etc. I've hooked up with HB 7s, 8s, 9s, etc. I've had a tremendous single life. More than I could have ever dreamed of -- thanks to this site. For some reason or another, deep, penetrating thoughts about my oneitis keep sprouting up, after 8 years. It's really starting to freak me out. I mean, I could understand it would still be there if I hadn't hooked up with any chicks, but I have. Tons of women. Bars/clubs/parties/online. There is absolutely no reason I should still be harboring feelings about my oneitis, but I still do. It has has been EIGHT YEARS. I haven't spoken to this girl, or had any form of contact whatsoever. I have these deep, intrusive, resonating thoughts that I can't shake, nor have I ever been able to. Is there something pathologically wrong with me? I mean, just last week I was having sex with a HB 9 and I was envisioning it was my oneitis. It feels like I'm either psycho, or there's something seriously deranged with me.
My oneitis led me to this site, many many years ago. I wonder if subconsciously this place reminds me of her and that's the reason for these negative, emotionally draining thoughts. Spinning plates isn't fixing this, having hobbies isn't working, etc.
Can someone shed some light as to what is going on inside my head? Because I can't figure it out.
Thanks guys.
My oneitis led me to this site, many many years ago. I wonder if subconsciously this place reminds me of her and that's the reason for these negative, emotionally draining thoughts. Spinning plates isn't fixing this, having hobbies isn't working, etc.
Can someone shed some light as to what is going on inside my head? Because I can't figure it out.
Thanks guys.