Malcontent
Senior Don Juan
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- Mar 15, 2014
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I had a 13 years younger gf I broke up with a couple years ago. It was the only chick I was ever excited about and wanted a future with but she revealed more low quality woman stuff over time and I eventually had to end it despite being addicted to her sexiness (HB9 in my book).
It's been 2 years since cutting it off and I still think about her everyday if only for a few minutes.
There are women who seem interested but are below the HB level of my ex and I feel nothing toward them. I don't even wanna bone them.
I guess I got burned and am jaded. I see gold-diggers, BPD, no integrity, AW, swinging from branch to branch, etc when I look into any woman's eyes now. The prettier, the worse I think of them.
Has anyone experienced this?
I've had breakups before and been emotional and withdrawn and all that for a while, but this is more like something that doesn't seem to be fading -- like a permanent change in my thinking.
Is this part of the process of taking the red pill? Painful reality? De-pedestalization of women?
I feel zero connection when interacting with a woman now. It's like I have my own b!tch shield now.
Maybe time will pass and I will feel something again. But something has changed in my brain.
It's been 2 years since cutting it off and I still think about her everyday if only for a few minutes.
There are women who seem interested but are below the HB level of my ex and I feel nothing toward them. I don't even wanna bone them.
I guess I got burned and am jaded. I see gold-diggers, BPD, no integrity, AW, swinging from branch to branch, etc when I look into any woman's eyes now. The prettier, the worse I think of them.
Has anyone experienced this?
I've had breakups before and been emotional and withdrawn and all that for a while, but this is more like something that doesn't seem to be fading -- like a permanent change in my thinking.
Is this part of the process of taking the red pill? Painful reality? De-pedestalization of women?
I feel zero connection when interacting with a woman now. It's like I have my own b!tch shield now.
Maybe time will pass and I will feel something again. But something has changed in my brain.