BigWillyStyle
Banned
This BLOWS. I got no friends. I moved from Wollongong(Australia) to Sydney Australia. Thinking city life would give me a fresh start. Wrong wrong wrong. Right now I feel more lonely and isolated then I've ever felt.
I had a few friends back in highschool but since highschool finished they got in with the more "in" crowd and girls and left me for dead pretty much. No invites to parties, no calls to just hang out, nothing. Right now I have no job(searching everyday though) and the only conversations I have with human beings are with my Dad and the guy/girl cashier at the grocery store.
Fvck girls off for now, what girl wants to date a guy that has no fvcking pals? Not many. I had 2 girls in the past but because of my friend-less situation I acted so AFC and clutched onto them like they were the last chopper out of Saigon.
My life consists of waking up in the morning then job searching. Getting home and watching TV then going on the Computer. Friday/Saturday nights I just feel angry and miserable knowing there are guys and girls laughing, making out, fvcking, basically LIVING. I have no idea how to make friends, all my previous friends have befriended me and asked if I wanna hang, don't happen anymore. I just want to be like other people, going out on weekends, meeting people, getting a social circle of good friends. I have no idea how to approach a guy to hang out.
"Hey you should come over this weekend for drinks bro"
Him "err na I'm kinda busy dude" Damn that would make me feel like a complete dipsh#t. I guess I fear not being accepted.
Like Saturday night right now, I'm watching re-runs of South Park by myself at the moment as I type this, knowing other people right now are having a blast is a depressing/angry feeling. I've tried going to bars and clubs by myself but it doesn't work, I feel like a reject. I think people in fvcking prison have a better social life then me. If anyone has some tips on how to make some buddies, please, do share. I'm at the end of my rope here and don't know how much longer I can take this lonliness. Watching taped episodes of South Park on a saturday night by myself is not a "Life".
I had a few friends back in highschool but since highschool finished they got in with the more "in" crowd and girls and left me for dead pretty much. No invites to parties, no calls to just hang out, nothing. Right now I have no job(searching everyday though) and the only conversations I have with human beings are with my Dad and the guy/girl cashier at the grocery store.
Fvck girls off for now, what girl wants to date a guy that has no fvcking pals? Not many. I had 2 girls in the past but because of my friend-less situation I acted so AFC and clutched onto them like they were the last chopper out of Saigon.
My life consists of waking up in the morning then job searching. Getting home and watching TV then going on the Computer. Friday/Saturday nights I just feel angry and miserable knowing there are guys and girls laughing, making out, fvcking, basically LIVING. I have no idea how to make friends, all my previous friends have befriended me and asked if I wanna hang, don't happen anymore. I just want to be like other people, going out on weekends, meeting people, getting a social circle of good friends. I have no idea how to approach a guy to hang out.
"Hey you should come over this weekend for drinks bro"
Him "err na I'm kinda busy dude" Damn that would make me feel like a complete dipsh#t. I guess I fear not being accepted.
Like Saturday night right now, I'm watching re-runs of South Park by myself at the moment as I type this, knowing other people right now are having a blast is a depressing/angry feeling. I've tried going to bars and clubs by myself but it doesn't work, I feel like a reject. I think people in fvcking prison have a better social life then me. If anyone has some tips on how to make some buddies, please, do share. I'm at the end of my rope here and don't know how much longer I can take this lonliness. Watching taped episodes of South Park on a saturday night by myself is not a "Life".