Mirror...Every single day I take look at it. Did that this morning, guess I'll do it tomorrow. But tonight, I'm standing in front of it. Oh no mister, this time I'm not checking my hair or teeth. This time I'm looking directly into my eyes, exploring the depths of my soul. The time has come to confront my everlasting enemy, myself.
Oh, I know dear strangers, there are some of you now saying "blah, here we go, another one ready to spit out his problems, crying out for help". No, please, do not waste not a single second here if there is a gorgeous girl waiting for you out there. This is not a moaning post, this is not for your entertainment (althrough I'd never mind if it is), this is a exclusive testemony for myself. Leave now, or be the jury.
Enough with the poetic words. I'm 21 year old guy, from South-Eastern Europe, country named Republic of Serbia. As I've noticed most of you are from US, you might have heard for the place or not, even if you did chances are it was with bad connotation. But let's skip that story for now. The night I found this site, still can't remember how, I was thrilled. This site is pure gold. And I'm realising how lucky I was to find it with every another visit.
I'm college student of Economy and I'm doing very solid, I'm about half way to the degree. I live with my family (like 90% of young people here) in a big house. I have no income, my family is deep in debts, but that doesn't differ much from the most of people here. Overall the situation is not good, but it can be much worse. You may ask now, why does that matter? It will eventually get clearer.
So, lets have a turn to my social life. Up until mid 2010. I have had about 3-4 close friends. So I was pretty much dependable on them. Last year has been very solid, I've made a lot of progress in my social life, along with other areas. Now I have wider circle of friends, people I know/hang out with. That was the time I first came into contact with chicks, got friendlier and more talkative. Still, I was very much oriented to the future, not paying enough attention to the things going in the present.
I changed. Somehow I understood some things that I never even tried to. I've learned so much new things and may I say, made a huge turnover in my life. Got the new way of thinking, adopted new philosophies.
But I ended up in the line of "Nice guys". Yes, another one. I can't really blame myself, I never actually knew anything about women. I was mostly trapped in my dream land, eventally I'd get warmed up for some chick, but then again, let it go. That's the story of my love life. Zero. Null.
PROGRESS IN LOVE: []|||||||||||||||| 0 %
Never had sex, hell, never even kissed a girl (or I can't remember the last time). Shocked? The good thing is that, I never made progress not because of rejection, but rather to not trying. Never tried to kiss a girl. Never invited one out for a date. Of all the girls who flirted with me, I never used not a single chance. So here I am...joined with this great community, ready to start the new chapter in my life. I'm very ambitious person, I can not get satisfied with mediocrity, I thirst for knowledge and aim the very hights one can rich in life.
This is it. This is where my story begins. This is where I will track my walk through the path I am yet to construct. This is when the NEW objectives will be brought upon myself. The time is NOW.
Oh, I know dear strangers, there are some of you now saying "blah, here we go, another one ready to spit out his problems, crying out for help". No, please, do not waste not a single second here if there is a gorgeous girl waiting for you out there. This is not a moaning post, this is not for your entertainment (althrough I'd never mind if it is), this is a exclusive testemony for myself. Leave now, or be the jury.
The pendulum has been stopped.
Enough with the poetic words. I'm 21 year old guy, from South-Eastern Europe, country named Republic of Serbia. As I've noticed most of you are from US, you might have heard for the place or not, even if you did chances are it was with bad connotation. But let's skip that story for now. The night I found this site, still can't remember how, I was thrilled. This site is pure gold. And I'm realising how lucky I was to find it with every another visit.
I'm college student of Economy and I'm doing very solid, I'm about half way to the degree. I live with my family (like 90% of young people here) in a big house. I have no income, my family is deep in debts, but that doesn't differ much from the most of people here. Overall the situation is not good, but it can be much worse. You may ask now, why does that matter? It will eventually get clearer.
So, lets have a turn to my social life. Up until mid 2010. I have had about 3-4 close friends. So I was pretty much dependable on them. Last year has been very solid, I've made a lot of progress in my social life, along with other areas. Now I have wider circle of friends, people I know/hang out with. That was the time I first came into contact with chicks, got friendlier and more talkative. Still, I was very much oriented to the future, not paying enough attention to the things going in the present.
I changed. Somehow I understood some things that I never even tried to. I've learned so much new things and may I say, made a huge turnover in my life. Got the new way of thinking, adopted new philosophies.
But I ended up in the line of "Nice guys". Yes, another one. I can't really blame myself, I never actually knew anything about women. I was mostly trapped in my dream land, eventally I'd get warmed up for some chick, but then again, let it go. That's the story of my love life. Zero. Null.
PROGRESS IN LOVE: []|||||||||||||||| 0 %
Never had sex, hell, never even kissed a girl (or I can't remember the last time). Shocked? The good thing is that, I never made progress not because of rejection, but rather to not trying. Never tried to kiss a girl. Never invited one out for a date. Of all the girls who flirted with me, I never used not a single chance. So here I am...joined with this great community, ready to start the new chapter in my life. I'm very ambitious person, I can not get satisfied with mediocrity, I thirst for knowledge and aim the very hights one can rich in life.
This is it. This is where my story begins. This is where I will track my walk through the path I am yet to construct. This is when the NEW objectives will be brought upon myself. The time is NOW.
LET THE PENDULUM SWING
Let the game begin.