Well let me start off by saying I completely agree with Princelydeeds. When I read this thread,the first ting that came to my mind was what he wrote.
Why me said:
Ill try not to be to long winded as im new here, my wife of 2 years, weve been together for 12, has expressed to me that she doesnt think she loves me as a husband, but as the father of our children and a family member only.
So basically what she's saying is she doesn't love you as a
"MAN". She loves you as the father of your children,but not as her husband. So she has no problem with the way you relate to your children,but the way you relate to HER PERSONALLY,she doesn't like. This is actually common. Hate to say this man,but somewhere along the line,you dropped the ball. From everything you said,and from what you said she has said,it all points to a lack of manliness and leadership from YOU.
Why me said:
I have asked if I should leave, the answer is no, she does not want to leave either. She does not want to talk with our kids 9&4 about what is going on here.
Here,you see what I mean? You are the MAN. It's your job to provide,protect,lead,to be a guide. That's what's gone wrong here. Because you've been weak in the marriage,
she's become the MAN in the relationship. You're approaching her asking her,"Well,what should I do? Do I leave? Do I stay? Should I say anything to the kids? What do I do?". You see. This is all indecisiveness. How could she have confidence in the leadership abilities of someone like this? This is why she doesn't love you as a husband/man. She doesn't trust you to protect her,therefore all sexual attraction is out the window.
and if her feeling changes back to happy family mode is this something I should accept? I feel like my trust for this women has been seriously bent as we have made commitments to one another and her first voicing of concern is I dont think I love you that way anymore? WTF should I do, Im not sure sitting back and watching this unfold will last much longer, anyway thanks for any advice its much appreciated.
There is a "
PERFECT" thread to help you better understand what exactly happened here. Is the marraige over? Hey,I don't know. Is it salvageable? Well,I do think so,but in order for it to be saved,YOU have to make some changes in YOURSELF. You're not going to fix it by sitting down and having a "talk" with her. This cannot even be fixed through honest communication. The problem is that your wife has an emotional need that YOU'RE NOT MEETING.
It would be the same thing if she were to stop having sex with you all the sudden. If she flat out just refused to have sex with you again,then your feelings and love for her as a wife would deteriorate. Would she still be a good mother? Yes. A decent human being? Yes. She'd still be a good person,mother,and a friend,but the way she relates personally to you as a wife.....you wouldn't be happy with.
Check out my signature on the bottom of this reply. Click on the word "THIS!". There's a thread there called,"Can someone elaborate on responding to a woman's emotions?".
It should better help you understand exactly WHY all this happened,and what to do about it.
Good luck man.