grendel101
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ok, so this is my situation. Im a decent looking guy, im tall, can make people laugh, i know how to dress, and have no problem starting a conversation whether it be a girl or guy. my only problem is that i barley have any friends. How can this be you ask? well me parents are religous and have had me in a christian school since i was little. Well the high school part of my life hits and im going to become a freshmen, so i beg my parents to let me go to the public school that all my friends were going to. They say no. so i spend quite possibly the worst year of my h school life in this private school. there are only 11 kids in the 9th grade (no joke) its a very small school and almost all of them are dbags. So this kinda kills my self esteem, cuz i hate goin to school. ok, now 10th grade hits and again I want to go to a public school, but instead my parents take me to a new private school, which is bigger then my last one. I like the school, and have a small group of friends. I become a bit less awkward then i was b4, and i see this girl i like in my sp. class. this is like the first girl ive really been attracted to but this is b4 sosuave so i blow it. Next up junior year comes and my parents send me to the public school ive been dying to go to. I go there and im extremely happy! you can were whatever y like, no uniforms, u can cuss, u cant get in trouble but the only problem is that i dont know anyone!!! The school is huge, theres a crapload of kids everywere and i dont know anyone. My friends from 8th grade already made there group of friends and they dont wana really hang out anymore so im all alone. I start talking to everyone in all my classes and make some friends but the only problem is that theyve spent 2 yrs worth of school making friends and getting into thier little group is kinda hard to get in there group. So i make alot of friends in class, but its not possible to get in there group or hang out with them after class. So basicly i end up having to hang out with a bunch of freshmen during lunch wile im a junior. It was really weird because i was the cool kid in my classes (or at least most) but outside of class i was a nobody. So yea, im gona start senior year with no real group of friends cuz ive only been in that school for like a year. I get really frustrated sometimes because im not a weird or akward person. I guess its just bad luck. any advice??