LinkinParkROX
Don Juan
- Joined
- Jun 27, 2009
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- 136
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This sucks. I've known one of my ffs for almost a year. We're inseparable. This is going to sound extremely AFC, but we have the strongest possible bond ever. The thing is, I've flown way way way too deep into the friendzone. I'm not even sure I can make it out. Now even though we're the closest pair ever, I can walk away in a heartbeat. That's just me. So the oneitis isn't that strong. It does affect me however, when she talks about boyfriends and how she plans on getting a new one. Again, really AFC, but we're the perfect pair, what's messed up is the fact that she sees me as her "best friend" and nothing more.
She blows off her friends for me, she clearly says I'm the most important person in her life, she calls me every 5 minutes, non stop hugs, extremely heavy (but friendly) kino between us, but still. This just doesn't work. Just the other day she was saying how she wants a boyfriend. She's got the perfect guy right next to her, what the ****. I'm all for spinning plates, and yes I do my share and a lot of it. Still, I'm not satisfied because she's the one I want. I don't know, my oneitis seems so strong. I should probably cut off contact, but that'll never work. We have to see each other every day whether we like it or not, it's a work thing. I need help.
She blows off her friends for me, she clearly says I'm the most important person in her life, she calls me every 5 minutes, non stop hugs, extremely heavy (but friendly) kino between us, but still. This just doesn't work. Just the other day she was saying how she wants a boyfriend. She's got the perfect guy right next to her, what the ****. I'm all for spinning plates, and yes I do my share and a lot of it. Still, I'm not satisfied because she's the one I want. I don't know, my oneitis seems so strong. I should probably cut off contact, but that'll never work. We have to see each other every day whether we like it or not, it's a work thing. I need help.