Through boredom of not having dance practice, me and my friend, Mr. Sollermun, managed to make a prank video. It was just a video of me singing Anal Beads by filthyfrank(originator of the harlem shake vids) to random people. I told me and my friends that I am down to do it, and only Sollermun had the balls. He was my cameraman. He wanted to do one about asking people if they wanted his nuts(peanuts), but he couldnt break his comfort zone. Anyways, please tell me any judgement of looks, social skills, etc. as I would improve them to be a better DJ. Here is the video :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TW6-RZUxLdU
Honestly, I feel weird seeing myself on the video. I hate how I sound and the way that I move. I look like a guy with weird social anxiety problems and a funny accent, which I honestly imagine seeing myself from the outside
Am I fine or am I just too self-critical?
And about my social life, Meth is soo introverted and it is quite difficult for me to talk to quiet people(Been rejected by 2 shy girls at school xD) , but thanks to people here like LearningSlowly, I've managed to not make any quick move that might turn her off. I practice with the girls tennis team where she practices, right before I go to.dance practice.
Straying from that, I want to talk about a very anti-social introverted guy friend of mine. Lets call him Passion. I am so annoyed by how anti-social he is. Do you know what he told me when I asked him why he never replies to me and my other friend's texts? He says because he sucks at texting -____________-! This had me f***ing furious! HOW THE FVCK CAN YOU POSSIBLY SUCK AT TEXTING?!? EVEN WORSE, WITH YOUR FRIENDS?!? Ohhhh man, this dude. He's been a close friend of mine since freshman year(we're seniors now) and he's always been introvert, but I didn't know it went that far.This entire summer he has mostly stayed indoors, except when we make short films with friends, which is rare.
Even if he's such a drawback to my social improvement, I don't want to just leave him be as I can't imagine him in. I've managed to get him to practice with me with the girls tennis today. I told him to go there so he can work on not being an awkward person. He plans to stay, and I felt like I did something good.
You know what sucks? I have more bro friends that are almost as AFC as Passion. I felt like I was once like them, maybe I still am, but they would never go do pick up with me or pranking, which I find fun and nerve racking. They would never try singing or get serious at dancing, or anything. I might see myself as a really socially anxious and twitchy dude, but I've improved, and I'm so far from these rascals. I just wanna know what you guys think I should do with my AFC bros
I mean we still play online alot together and we have our little-eyecontact group hangout lol but should I just ditch em for my dance mates or other ppl? Or any other ideas?