KillingTime
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I started talking to this girl from my past, well I guess my skills improved b/c it was like magic, almost overnight she is completely crazy about me.... she constantly tells me she loves me and cares about me so much... what can I say, the stuff I learned on here works.
Problem is we've only been chatting online and on the phone and she hasn't seen me in years (I have pics online but they are really flattering and frankly a little misleading).
The girl is a model, I'm talking Jessica Simpson category.... I sure as hell am not.
I mean, I'm happy about my little accomplishment but I'm new to this and I've never been involved with a girl like this, I was never really the best looking or most popular guy and quite frankly now that it's happening it's intimidating as hell.
When I came to this site I didn't think about this, but now that the situation is here all my insecurities are showing up.
I'm scared sh*tless of meeting her b/c I'm afraid once she sees me she'll be turned-off (Well she knew me before but it's been years).
I should be happy about my accomplishement here but I'm not, all I have are my sense of humor and my knowledge of the "game" to pull me through.
I hate sitting here and admitting that I'm scared but hell I am I might as well be honest with you guys, deep down I got that "she's way out of my league" syndrome that I can't seem to get rid of.
Someone give me some advice or something, I've made it this far but there's still that part of me that wants to just push her away b/c I feel inferior... how do I deal with that???
Problem is we've only been chatting online and on the phone and she hasn't seen me in years (I have pics online but they are really flattering and frankly a little misleading).
The girl is a model, I'm talking Jessica Simpson category.... I sure as hell am not.
I mean, I'm happy about my little accomplishment but I'm new to this and I've never been involved with a girl like this, I was never really the best looking or most popular guy and quite frankly now that it's happening it's intimidating as hell.
When I came to this site I didn't think about this, but now that the situation is here all my insecurities are showing up.
I'm scared sh*tless of meeting her b/c I'm afraid once she sees me she'll be turned-off (Well she knew me before but it's been years).
I should be happy about my accomplishement here but I'm not, all I have are my sense of humor and my knowledge of the "game" to pull me through.
I hate sitting here and admitting that I'm scared but hell I am I might as well be honest with you guys, deep down I got that "she's way out of my league" syndrome that I can't seem to get rid of.
Someone give me some advice or something, I've made it this far but there's still that part of me that wants to just push her away b/c I feel inferior... how do I deal with that???