Yeah man likewise.BluEyes said:Hey man, good to see ya around.
Are you one of those dudes who's afraid of commitment and intimate relationships?
It's really hard to give you decent, experienced advice with the info you gave. Give me a play by play of how your last couple attempts went.
I used to be afraid of them. I purposely found girls who were emotionally unavailable just so I didn't have to worry about that. Dating those types of women and having sex with them started feeling empty. I started looking for women of substance but found that tougher than I had thought it would be. In all the years I spent seeking emptiness in a women, I feel like I have become empty myself and perhaps that is the reason why I cannot have a meaningful relationship at this point. I'm not sure what I should do about it.
The last girl I went out with was a 25 yr old Starbucks Manager. She was down-to-earth, fun, a bit on the mysterious side, advenureous to no end and a great girl all around. We definately had a connection that was more than "hey you're cute, I'm drunk, let's makeout". We made plans to do certain things in the future. We went back to my place to watch a movie and I all of the sudden got really nervous. Now, this isn't like me at all. I'm comfortable talking to anyone, anywhere and in any situation. It's something I've been natural at since I was a kid. I knew that something was going to happen (intimately) and I sort of shut myself off. This would never happen before but for some reason when I truly like somebody I can't show it or just can't take it to the next level.
I'm not sure why this is happening but I need to figure this out.