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Banned
I'm not frustrated or upset that much, but I really give up. I have a life, I have goals, and I rarely *think* about not having a girlfriend(s), but it still has bugged me for a long time.
Problem is...I say I give up on trying to find a date or a girlfriend, and I can't get it out of my ****ing head. You turn on the radio and 90% of pop music is about love and ****.
Then...I get *approached* and girls flirting with me, etc, but it's like I just can't take it further than that. I am my own worst enemy, yes, but why does it have to be so hard? I just don't ****ing get it. I am good-looking, yes, but I get extreme reactions from girls. Either they hate/ignore me, or they can't stop smiling. I have no idea why some girls who I've never even talked to will glare at me. Today I was in a large hall, and some chick from one of my classes just shoots her eyes at me like I have a gun or something. WTF? I've never even talked to that *****...but she's always so serious and looks at me like I'm a rapist.
I think I get really freaked out when girls do this. What's up with girls looking at me like I am a mass-murderer? I dress nice, I look good, I know that. But it throws me off and angers me when girls look at me like that. Why can't they ****ing smile and be friendly? The whole serious business pisses me off.
Friends and family are surprised I don't have like 17 girlfriends. They always joke about how I probably get all the ladies. I'm not getting any right now. I have ugly friends who have girlfriends...their girls are plain-janes too, but those chicks never even talk to me. It's weird because these guys who have no clue about body language or cold approaches or *being a man* as we call it on this board, and not even really confident...but they still have a better sex life. What gets me even more is that when I talk to the types of girls they date, like shy geeky sort of girls...those girls barely even talk to me. They don't ****ing open up. They don't respond to my *game* of trying to get to know them.
Whether or not it means anything I deserve to have a girlfriend. I deserve to have several. I'm good-looking, I have my own business, I do well in school and I'm usually the only person who talks in classes, I'm fairly extroverted and joke around with lots of people, and overall I am happy with my life. So why the **** are girls not jumping on this? I have *value* written all over me.
What I really hate is the fact that the only women I really get along with the best are older women...like 5-10 years older than me. They are friendly, flirty, and cut straight to the point. Still, when I've tried get dates out of one or two of them, they've laughed and said I was too young for them. Stupid...one chick maybe in her 30s at a gas station starts talking to me while pumping gas and asks if I'm single. Why the **** do you ask me if I'm single if you're not interested? I just don't get it, seriously, I don't feel like playing intricate puzzles or games just to get a date.
It almost seems like girls show interest and then when I make a move and show interest back, they tease or pull away. The only girls who have seemed open enough get with have been underaged high school chicks, and hey, at this point if another highschool chick approaches me...I don't care any more, I'm going to **** her brains out. But overall, like I said, it seems like girls like to play games with me. They go as far as hanging around my vicinity and doing the craziest things to get my attention...but when I do start talking, they act like I'm delusional and they never did anything out of the ordinary...and if I want a date with them I need to jump through hoops.
And what's more...when I do finally start talk to some chicks who like me, it's like I can't stand their personalities. It seems like most girls in college, at least the attractive ones I've talked to, seem to hate class, hate their professors, etc. I mean what the ****...I don't hate the professor for example, and I'm not going sit their and agree with the ***** that life just sucks, **** the world. No way, I love life and I'm happy, except for the fact that I can't find a woman. Why does it seem like most girls are boring pieces of **** who think everything sucks...their conversations are usually short-lived bits of how stuff is wonderful and then 90% about how various parts of their life sucks. I can't stand that sort of negativity, I grew out of that stage of "I hate the world" years ago.
Seriously, what the ****. That's why from now on, I'm not caring if a girl gives me attention...I'm just going to ignore it and keep telling myself that it's all in my head. I'm just a delusional psycho that sees things. It's not real. Hopefully, if I tell myself enough, in some time I'll be able to convince myself that it's been my imagination all along. I also feel like really taking revenge and just being an ******* to people. Girls have really been *******s to me, and it's time for some payback. Next time a chick *approaches* me, I'm going to tell her to **** off.
I just thought I'd post and vent...if someone else has experienced this before - well, you're not alone, join the club. And just because I wanted to make a statement and say **** all this, I'm done.
Problem is...I say I give up on trying to find a date or a girlfriend, and I can't get it out of my ****ing head. You turn on the radio and 90% of pop music is about love and ****.
Then...I get *approached* and girls flirting with me, etc, but it's like I just can't take it further than that. I am my own worst enemy, yes, but why does it have to be so hard? I just don't ****ing get it. I am good-looking, yes, but I get extreme reactions from girls. Either they hate/ignore me, or they can't stop smiling. I have no idea why some girls who I've never even talked to will glare at me. Today I was in a large hall, and some chick from one of my classes just shoots her eyes at me like I have a gun or something. WTF? I've never even talked to that *****...but she's always so serious and looks at me like I'm a rapist.
I think I get really freaked out when girls do this. What's up with girls looking at me like I am a mass-murderer? I dress nice, I look good, I know that. But it throws me off and angers me when girls look at me like that. Why can't they ****ing smile and be friendly? The whole serious business pisses me off.
Friends and family are surprised I don't have like 17 girlfriends. They always joke about how I probably get all the ladies. I'm not getting any right now. I have ugly friends who have girlfriends...their girls are plain-janes too, but those chicks never even talk to me. It's weird because these guys who have no clue about body language or cold approaches or *being a man* as we call it on this board, and not even really confident...but they still have a better sex life. What gets me even more is that when I talk to the types of girls they date, like shy geeky sort of girls...those girls barely even talk to me. They don't ****ing open up. They don't respond to my *game* of trying to get to know them.
Whether or not it means anything I deserve to have a girlfriend. I deserve to have several. I'm good-looking, I have my own business, I do well in school and I'm usually the only person who talks in classes, I'm fairly extroverted and joke around with lots of people, and overall I am happy with my life. So why the **** are girls not jumping on this? I have *value* written all over me.
What I really hate is the fact that the only women I really get along with the best are older women...like 5-10 years older than me. They are friendly, flirty, and cut straight to the point. Still, when I've tried get dates out of one or two of them, they've laughed and said I was too young for them. Stupid...one chick maybe in her 30s at a gas station starts talking to me while pumping gas and asks if I'm single. Why the **** do you ask me if I'm single if you're not interested? I just don't get it, seriously, I don't feel like playing intricate puzzles or games just to get a date.
It almost seems like girls show interest and then when I make a move and show interest back, they tease or pull away. The only girls who have seemed open enough get with have been underaged high school chicks, and hey, at this point if another highschool chick approaches me...I don't care any more, I'm going to **** her brains out. But overall, like I said, it seems like girls like to play games with me. They go as far as hanging around my vicinity and doing the craziest things to get my attention...but when I do start talking, they act like I'm delusional and they never did anything out of the ordinary...and if I want a date with them I need to jump through hoops.
And what's more...when I do finally start talk to some chicks who like me, it's like I can't stand their personalities. It seems like most girls in college, at least the attractive ones I've talked to, seem to hate class, hate their professors, etc. I mean what the ****...I don't hate the professor for example, and I'm not going sit their and agree with the ***** that life just sucks, **** the world. No way, I love life and I'm happy, except for the fact that I can't find a woman. Why does it seem like most girls are boring pieces of **** who think everything sucks...their conversations are usually short-lived bits of how stuff is wonderful and then 90% about how various parts of their life sucks. I can't stand that sort of negativity, I grew out of that stage of "I hate the world" years ago.
Seriously, what the ****. That's why from now on, I'm not caring if a girl gives me attention...I'm just going to ignore it and keep telling myself that it's all in my head. I'm just a delusional psycho that sees things. It's not real. Hopefully, if I tell myself enough, in some time I'll be able to convince myself that it's been my imagination all along. I also feel like really taking revenge and just being an ******* to people. Girls have really been *******s to me, and it's time for some payback. Next time a chick *approaches* me, I'm going to tell her to **** off.
I just thought I'd post and vent...if someone else has experienced this before - well, you're not alone, join the club. And just because I wanted to make a statement and say **** all this, I'm done.
