I found a great girl this summer everything about her was pretty much all I could ever ask for exept a few minor details I pick on her about. She lives 12 HOURS away I met her when she was visisting her cousins who I know very well. Know she visits up here 3-4 times a year and will stay for weeks sometimes.
I dont know what to do I have completley fallen for her Im in love I have never loved a girl I didnt beleive it was even possible. Yet know I him hear crying. All I ever wanted was physical pleasure know. I would rather talk to her on the phone then anything. Its going to be 3 months before I can see her I cant wait that long. I told her she could have fun down there because Im not going to miss out waiting for the one month + a year I can see her. I feel something deep that I cant miss out on yet I cant walk around like this missing her. I think I all ready know what I must do buts its so hard. I came into this with a player mentality not to fall for her but it happened she loved me first but I eventualy cracked. I have never met anyone this great in my life...
Like I said Im not one to just go for anybuddy but this is specail we are special how can I pass this up but how can I not.
I wrote this to come to reality with my self commet if you feel it would help m e out.
I dont know what to do I have completley fallen for her Im in love I have never loved a girl I didnt beleive it was even possible. Yet know I him hear crying. All I ever wanted was physical pleasure know. I would rather talk to her on the phone then anything. Its going to be 3 months before I can see her I cant wait that long. I told her she could have fun down there because Im not going to miss out waiting for the one month + a year I can see her. I feel something deep that I cant miss out on yet I cant walk around like this missing her. I think I all ready know what I must do buts its so hard. I came into this with a player mentality not to fall for her but it happened she loved me first but I eventualy cracked. I have never met anyone this great in my life...
Like I said Im not one to just go for anybuddy but this is specail we are special how can I pass this up but how can I not.
I wrote this to come to reality with my self commet if you feel it would help m e out.