So I met this girl we started talking and eventually going out. I'm 18 and she's 17. Now before her, I was still a virgin,I never had a girlfriend, not even a first kiss. She was a 8.5/9, so I got REALLLY lucky. She was a nympho so we ****ed all the timeee. It was great. She was really sweet and caring too.For the 2 months we went out, she cared about me a lot. One time I was drunk at her house, and while i was knocked out on her bed, she layed down on the floor next to me for 5 hourswaiting for me to wakeup, just to show you guys how she acted towards me.
Well 2 weeks ago I did acid and had a REALLY bad trip. In my trip she was this major slut that had sex with tons of other guys. So i drove to her house told her to come outside, then I accused her of bieng a slut and told her all the things that made her slutty. For the next 3 days I was still tripping and kept saying really hurtful things to her. I tripped so hard I messged her Ex on myspace for some reason, just to talk to him and ask questions( Pathetic I know)
After I realized what I had done, I felt so horrible for what I did, I tried so hard to apologize, and even wrote her a letter(I know I shouldnt have). The responses I got back were along the lines of "Gtfo of my life, I want nothing to deal with you, I never wanna hear or speak to you ever again" then she blocked me from myspace. She told me how I was pathetic and that I should just stop wasting my time. I havent spoken to her in like 4 days.
She was like the dream girl I finally met, And I dont wanna loose her because I was bieng a dumbass and couldnt control the drugs. What's the best thing in your guys opinion I should do? It sucks so bad knowing that it was Alll my fault, I was the one that brokeup with her first basicly, then begged for her back. What do you guys recommend for me to do if I ever wanna win her back?
Well 2 weeks ago I did acid and had a REALLY bad trip. In my trip she was this major slut that had sex with tons of other guys. So i drove to her house told her to come outside, then I accused her of bieng a slut and told her all the things that made her slutty. For the next 3 days I was still tripping and kept saying really hurtful things to her. I tripped so hard I messged her Ex on myspace for some reason, just to talk to him and ask questions( Pathetic I know)
After I realized what I had done, I felt so horrible for what I did, I tried so hard to apologize, and even wrote her a letter(I know I shouldnt have). The responses I got back were along the lines of "Gtfo of my life, I want nothing to deal with you, I never wanna hear or speak to you ever again" then she blocked me from myspace. She told me how I was pathetic and that I should just stop wasting my time. I havent spoken to her in like 4 days.
She was like the dream girl I finally met, And I dont wanna loose her because I was bieng a dumbass and couldnt control the drugs. What's the best thing in your guys opinion I should do? It sucks so bad knowing that it was Alll my fault, I was the one that brokeup with her first basicly, then begged for her back. What do you guys recommend for me to do if I ever wanna win her back?
