man, no offense to your friend but telemundo sucks big time. at least what I have seen of it - cheesy soap operas, cheesy talk shows, cheesy everything.
anyway, I found out what made me feel this way. see, the day i wrote the post (the beginning) I was coming back from rehearsal with this band Im starting to work at bars and get some money (playing at bars should improve my musician skills and my game with girls as well =) and later I ran into this american girl living here who I think is hot. anyway I was really happy with my life and stuff and hadnt even thought that I was doing crappy with girls cause I was to intomy music. that is until I talked to her.
she was the one I said told me I reminded her of her best friend and stuff. anyway, she was the one who made me feeling like a loser and like less of a man because of my short sexual experience. such bad vibe she gave me. and now that I look back on our convo she kept makin like jokes about me .
anyway she made me feel bad. but I feel ok again now.
plus Im proud of myself. on thursday I made a cold approach to this cutie from venezuela of european descent who is staying here for 2 more months. got the number of where she is staying and she was totally interested. I was carrying my guitar and amp with me so I guess that helped. I wish I could carry them around everywhere. and today I took my admission test for college and got a high score=)
hurray for me
Im checking the private messge now but send it again cause it didnt say anything when I first logeed on to ss.
anyway, I found out what made me feel this way. see, the day i wrote the post (the beginning) I was coming back from rehearsal with this band Im starting to work at bars and get some money (playing at bars should improve my musician skills and my game with girls as well =) and later I ran into this american girl living here who I think is hot. anyway I was really happy with my life and stuff and hadnt even thought that I was doing crappy with girls cause I was to intomy music. that is until I talked to her.
she was the one I said told me I reminded her of her best friend and stuff. anyway, she was the one who made me feeling like a loser and like less of a man because of my short sexual experience. such bad vibe she gave me. and now that I look back on our convo she kept makin like jokes about me .
anyway she made me feel bad. but I feel ok again now.
plus Im proud of myself. on thursday I made a cold approach to this cutie from venezuela of european descent who is staying here for 2 more months. got the number of where she is staying and she was totally interested. I was carrying my guitar and amp with me so I guess that helped. I wish I could carry them around everywhere. and today I took my admission test for college and got a high score=)
hurray for me
Im checking the private messge now but send it again cause it didnt say anything when I first logeed on to ss.