anonymous12345
Senior Don Juan
Despite having virgins served on a silver plate, plenty of cold approaching and a couple of dates via OLD, I currently don’t fck.
I know why:
My personality is basically beta/provider type, though I know the red pill theory. Since childhood I’ve spent my existence on impressing people, like my mother, and it carried far into life, hence becoming a provider type. I try to halt it, but it’s hard, such as to not trying to qualify myself when in conversations.
Another part is a very “warm,” agreeable personality that serves and accommodates. Somehow this feels necessary because women/girls simply don’t show interest to me, so I don’t know what will make them do.
It’s also an extremely negative mindset of mine. A lot of misses from some whiny “it won’t work” or, I’ve realised afterwards, a resigned idea of that I don’t “deserve” the girl (probably some childhood thing, “no, you cannot have that”). Very transparent, automatic and hard to address.
The solutions are of course “then don’t”, “think in another way”, etc.
My SMV is otherwise good. Workout 3-4 times a week, got an ok wardrobe (black leather jacket, etc.), though short (170 cm/5'7). Notch count 18, but a life with very little sex.
Suggestions to solutions are welcome.
I know why:
My personality is basically beta/provider type, though I know the red pill theory. Since childhood I’ve spent my existence on impressing people, like my mother, and it carried far into life, hence becoming a provider type. I try to halt it, but it’s hard, such as to not trying to qualify myself when in conversations.
Another part is a very “warm,” agreeable personality that serves and accommodates. Somehow this feels necessary because women/girls simply don’t show interest to me, so I don’t know what will make them do.
It’s also an extremely negative mindset of mine. A lot of misses from some whiny “it won’t work” or, I’ve realised afterwards, a resigned idea of that I don’t “deserve” the girl (probably some childhood thing, “no, you cannot have that”). Very transparent, automatic and hard to address.
The solutions are of course “then don’t”, “think in another way”, etc.
My SMV is otherwise good. Workout 3-4 times a week, got an ok wardrobe (black leather jacket, etc.), though short (170 cm/5'7). Notch count 18, but a life with very little sex.
Suggestions to solutions are welcome.
