seek&destroy
Don Juan
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So..this is a separate issue from my previous post.
I started seeing another girl several months ago in order to try and raise my value with the chick in my class. However, when she (the classmate) rejected me, I forcused on giving the other girl more attention. We started dating, and went out for good two months.
One night I spent the night at her place, and after we had sex for the second time that night I asked her where I stand with her.
She looked me, got out of bed, and went to the bathroom without a fvcking word. I realized that was a flash of my AFC side coming out and being too open once again. She came out after about 5 minutes, sat down on the bed next to me, looked at me and said "I'm sorry to have to say this, but I really don't want to start a relationship right now. I'm enjoying being single, and I know you are too. I understand how you might feel, but I'm just not ready to go down that path again..."it's too soon since my last boyfriend"
That is when it really hit me. I had to kick this Chump out of my body, and psyche, for good. I turned away in silence for 30 seconds, collected my thoughts, then turned around and looked directly in her eyes saying this:
"I never had the intention of being just your friend, but if you can't make up your mind about us, then it's best for me to leave. You can call me if you change your mind, but know that I might not be around any longer. I don't want to play games, and I don't want to just mess around with you either. I wanted something more serious, I won't stick around and waste my time waiting for you to come around."
I picked up my stuff and left without looking back. It's been 10 days now, and yesterday, I got this monstrous voicemail from her. She wants to "talk about our status", says that she feels bad about the way she treated this situation. She asked me to meet with her on Wednesday (1 week today) for dinner and a movie.
I didn't call her back yet, nor will I do so until at least Sunday night. I'm going to make her work for me. She's going to have to climb some major obstacles if she hopes to get to me again, but this time I'm not giving in so easily. Come to think of it...I will test her by sending her a text telling her to call me at a specific time because I will be busy all day up until that point.
What do you guys think? Have I learned my lesson (or at least am I starting to get it now)?
I started seeing another girl several months ago in order to try and raise my value with the chick in my class. However, when she (the classmate) rejected me, I forcused on giving the other girl more attention. We started dating, and went out for good two months.
One night I spent the night at her place, and after we had sex for the second time that night I asked her where I stand with her.
She looked me, got out of bed, and went to the bathroom without a fvcking word. I realized that was a flash of my AFC side coming out and being too open once again. She came out after about 5 minutes, sat down on the bed next to me, looked at me and said "I'm sorry to have to say this, but I really don't want to start a relationship right now. I'm enjoying being single, and I know you are too. I understand how you might feel, but I'm just not ready to go down that path again..."it's too soon since my last boyfriend"
That is when it really hit me. I had to kick this Chump out of my body, and psyche, for good. I turned away in silence for 30 seconds, collected my thoughts, then turned around and looked directly in her eyes saying this:
"I never had the intention of being just your friend, but if you can't make up your mind about us, then it's best for me to leave. You can call me if you change your mind, but know that I might not be around any longer. I don't want to play games, and I don't want to just mess around with you either. I wanted something more serious, I won't stick around and waste my time waiting for you to come around."
I picked up my stuff and left without looking back. It's been 10 days now, and yesterday, I got this monstrous voicemail from her. She wants to "talk about our status", says that she feels bad about the way she treated this situation. She asked me to meet with her on Wednesday (1 week today) for dinner and a movie.
I didn't call her back yet, nor will I do so until at least Sunday night. I'm going to make her work for me. She's going to have to climb some major obstacles if she hopes to get to me again, but this time I'm not giving in so easily. Come to think of it...I will test her by sending her a text telling her to call me at a specific time because I will be busy all day up until that point.
What do you guys think? Have I learned my lesson (or at least am I starting to get it now)?