Guys I have this HB8 interested in me, she's in my class w/me and always tries to hang out w/me but I am always too goddam busy.
Anyways, a few nights ago she called me up from NOWHERE asking me what I was doing that night and if I wanted to see a movie w/her so I was like alright cool, but after that I said we do something that I want to do, and it'll be a surprise.
The surprise was some pool play in underwear, which was fun, but goddam I can't get over the feeling that she is after something else and not interested in me as a person. Sure some will say I shouldn't give a damn, but as a person w/connections that I worked hard to make, skills that I worked hard to hone, and basically a life that i am constantly improving, i feel like she is trying to steal that away from me OR she is trying to get at it and using me as a means.
Now, there's nothing wrong w/that if you think about it because girls want the great catch, but the great catch here thinks he is being seen as a piece of "meat" in a sense.
I think this is a deep seated issue w/me from when I was a huge fatass as a kid in grade school/high school and now that I've changed on the outside A LOT, I still have the deep seated insecurities from before. Help me out here fellas....I can't shake this feeling of insecurity.
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Also forgot to mention this gal called me out of nowhere and I was surprised because I never gave her my # before and she said she had it from when I called her once a few months ago....wtf
Anyways, a few nights ago she called me up from NOWHERE asking me what I was doing that night and if I wanted to see a movie w/her so I was like alright cool, but after that I said we do something that I want to do, and it'll be a surprise.
The surprise was some pool play in underwear, which was fun, but goddam I can't get over the feeling that she is after something else and not interested in me as a person. Sure some will say I shouldn't give a damn, but as a person w/connections that I worked hard to make, skills that I worked hard to hone, and basically a life that i am constantly improving, i feel like she is trying to steal that away from me OR she is trying to get at it and using me as a means.
Now, there's nothing wrong w/that if you think about it because girls want the great catch, but the great catch here thinks he is being seen as a piece of "meat" in a sense.
I think this is a deep seated issue w/me from when I was a huge fatass as a kid in grade school/high school and now that I've changed on the outside A LOT, I still have the deep seated insecurities from before. Help me out here fellas....I can't shake this feeling of insecurity.
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Also forgot to mention this gal called me out of nowhere and I was surprised because I never gave her my # before and she said she had it from when I called her once a few months ago....wtf
