frivolousz21
Master Don Juan
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has been thinking yes i screwed up alot! but no one sees what she put me through either. we are both to blame for our marriage not working yes me more than her but what happened 4 better or 4 worse to death do us part. the more i think i don't know if she really even cared cuz when i asked if shed go to marriage counsling she didn't want to. i know if by some miracle she comes back and we work it out we both need to change things up but i'm done. cant beleive an argument over me not wanting to eat at the time would just blow up so bad where it would throw our marriage away. yea we put each other through some hell but there was some great times to. i just wish we could try working it out one last time because i know it could work this time! Yes i still love her very much its really hard to get over! yes back in april was a really rough time. what i did was an accident cuz i would never do that. we were both very intoxicated when that happened. and when we moved i was more scared for some reason than anything. we both had went through some bad times in relationships. got cheated on, ran all over and abused in different ways. thats were my fears came in but toward the end i had started to get it outta my mind and was trying to encourage her to hang out with her fam and friends and i was wanting to cuz i had realized what was going on then i came home one day from work had a bad day and a migrane and didnt want to eat at that exact time and she got mad started to get mad it wasnt the fact i didnt want to eat her cooking cuz i did i love her cooking its just all i wanted to do was sleep of my migraine but then we both blew it outta porportion worse than what it really was. i hate that our marriage had to come to and end so quick over something so small compared to what happened in the past. i still love her very much and wish we could have just one last chance at it! i know it would be better! cuz if i would even raise my voice once facebook i promise her and everyone on here i will leave without looking back cuz i know it would be my fault. i'm want to say im sorry to her family and more than ever her! wish she could see this cuz i mean every word here. I love you Stephanie and always will
has been thinking yes i screwed up alot! but no one sees what she put me through either. we are both to blame for our marriage not working yes me more than her but what happened 4 better or 4 worse to death do us part. the more i think i don't know if she really even cared cuz when i asked if shed go to marriage counsling she didn't want to. i know if by some miracle she comes back and we work it out we both need to change things up but i'm done. cant beleive an argument over me not wanting to eat at the time would just blow up so bad where it would throw our marriage away. yea we put each other through some hell but there was some great times to. i just wish we could try working it out one last time because i know it could work this time! Yes i still love her very much its really hard to get over! yes back in april was a really rough time. what i did was an accident cuz i would never do that. we were both very intoxicated when that happened. and when we moved i was more scared for some reason than anything. we both had went through some bad times in relationships. got cheated on, ran all over and abused in different ways. thats were my fears came in but toward the end i had started to get it outta my mind and was trying to encourage her to hang out with her fam and friends and i was wanting to cuz i had realized what was going on then i came home one day from work had a bad day and a migrane and didnt want to eat at that exact time and she got mad started to get mad it wasnt the fact i didnt want to eat her cooking cuz i did i love her cooking its just all i wanted to do was sleep of my migraine but then we both blew it outta porportion worse than what it really was. i hate that our marriage had to come to and end so quick over something so small compared to what happened in the past. i still love her very much and wish we could have just one last chance at it! i know it would be better! cuz if i would even raise my voice once facebook i promise her and everyone on here i will leave without looking back cuz i know it would be my fault. i'm want to say im sorry to her family and more than ever her! wish she could see this cuz i mean every word here. I love you Stephanie and always will