I was seeing this younger girl for about a month and we were banging just about every other day. EXTREMELY high IL on both sides. At many points along the way she told me that she loved me. She wrote me this huge love letter and told me that I was the perfect guy for her. She even brought up the idea of leaving her life behind and traveling the world with me the following summer.
I was playing the roll to a T and she was entranced to say the absolute LEAST. She had no idea what I thought of her and she was constantly afraid of me leaving. I could see in her eyes that she was in love. The passion between us was as thick as blood, and life was absolutely beautiful.
Fast forward two weeks.
We started seeing each-other way too often and for way too long. Somewhere along the line I became severely attached and thoughts about her being "the one" started circling through my head like hurricane Katrina. As she suddenly lost IL from my increased neediness...I lost control, and her respect. Things spiraled downward faster and faster and I turned into an emotional wreck. It got to the point where she was no longer even laughing at my jokes but giving me hollow stares and occasionally humoring me out of pity.
Just when I thought it couldn't get any worse, I did the unspeakable.
I wrote her a two page note telling her how I really felt.
F*ck. Nail in the f*cking coffin.
So, it's been two days and we have had light contact. She told me she still has feelings but she is definitely distancing hardcore.
Guys. Please learn from my mistakes. When in doubt of her intentions, always error on the side of caution--step the hell back and regain focus.
Do not EVER give up control. Do not EVER let your emotions choke you.
Back to the field. Ugh.
I was playing the roll to a T and she was entranced to say the absolute LEAST. She had no idea what I thought of her and she was constantly afraid of me leaving. I could see in her eyes that she was in love. The passion between us was as thick as blood, and life was absolutely beautiful.
Fast forward two weeks.
We started seeing each-other way too often and for way too long. Somewhere along the line I became severely attached and thoughts about her being "the one" started circling through my head like hurricane Katrina. As she suddenly lost IL from my increased neediness...I lost control, and her respect. Things spiraled downward faster and faster and I turned into an emotional wreck. It got to the point where she was no longer even laughing at my jokes but giving me hollow stares and occasionally humoring me out of pity.
Just when I thought it couldn't get any worse, I did the unspeakable.
I wrote her a two page note telling her how I really felt.
F*ck. Nail in the f*cking coffin.
So, it's been two days and we have had light contact. She told me she still has feelings but she is definitely distancing hardcore.
Guys. Please learn from my mistakes. When in doubt of her intentions, always error on the side of caution--step the hell back and regain focus.
Do not EVER give up control. Do not EVER let your emotions choke you.
Back to the field. Ugh.
