Week 4, Day 10/11 
Repport about yesterday (long):
Well, yesterday was horrible. I totally reached my boundaries. Let me tell you my story:
In the morning I went to library knowing that I have to get 2 rejections this day. So luckily I wasn't that nervous like I was used to be in this pressure cases. I was just in a good ****y mood. In the morning a friend of mine asked me in a text message, if I could come eat lunch with her and her friends. I accepted and I left library an hour too early due to my DJ training. There I talked with an asian shop assistant who was working in a small boutique downtown. She was quite interesting but I wasn't interested in dating her, so I didn't ask for her number. Then I moved to the meeting point I set with my friends.
The meeting point was a clock tower which is a sight to all the tourist who came to this city. So I saw two tourist girls with their luggage and one of them was taking photos. I looked over, grabbed my balls and went to one of them and asked:
"You seem to be tourists, where do you come from?"
So the set was opened and I got a nice talk with those 2 cute spanish chicks. I found out that they visit Switzerland for the first time and they only stay two weeks here. So phone number exchange seemed silly to me and I asked them for email. And unfortunately they gave them to me...
Anyway still got two rejections to hit after lunch with my friends, but later I screwed things up.
Let me tell you how:
After lunch I went back to library and decided 1 hour later that it was about time to go back on street doing some DJuaning. I decided to go to more stores so that I didn't have to approach moving targets, which is anyway difficult.
So, I went to a big department store and there I went to the book division. I was looking for some chicks and I saw a cute one. She was wearing a violin case. I went towards her and asked her:
Me (smiling): "Are you going to a violin concert or why are you draggin this bag with you?"
Her (astonished and disgusted look): No, I just have lessons in a sec.
Point. Nothing came anymore, just her pissed off look. So little Rasputin was totally took off of his concept lol!
Ok, afterwards I sometimes can laugh at the situation like hell sometimes I used to be crying
So what happened next? NOTHING. I was took off of my concept because this little girlie got a disgusted and pissed of look in her face because some random guy just wanted to start a conversation with her and she didn't wanted to. I started acting totally unsecure from one second to another, but I don't want to go in more detail. I ended up by saying NOTHING for about 20 seconds staring at her and then passed by her and wished a nice day for her.
LOL afterwards this story is really funny. But at this point I was feared like hell. These are exactly those situations I should enter in to fight against my rejection fear. I realized that nothing happens to me even if somebody rejects my approaching. It wasn't a rejection in fact, but it felt like one lol
Anyway I was totally tensed and after that I needed a little break. I went to a coffee shop and was waiting that I got served on the bar, where I saw a woman eating his sandwich just next to me. I looked at her smiled and said:
"Enjoy your meal!"
Her: "Tha... yo..."
Me (winking): "Well usually you don't talk when you eat, you know?"
Her (smiling): "Yeah, usually but there are always exceptions."
Me: "Ye, naturally youre right."
I ordered my coffee and tried to continue my convo:
Me: "So you look like your waiting for somebody don't you?
Her: "Yeah I'm waiting for my son he's at the store over there." pointed towards something.
LOL. Ok after that I left this set. Really funny what's happening when youre doing some DJuaning: I got a positive response of her like IOI's and such stuff. Interesting.
Unfortunately, this bookstore failure blew my ****y mindset to hell. I was totally exhausted. Therefore, I went back to library and went home short time later. There I decided to go out later due to my 2 rejections I still got to receive. I went out alone and unluckily I met a friend and his girlfriend. So no time for DJuaning anymore I had to go home early last night due to working today grmbl.
Well the ****ing tally is still at 0.
Today I worked the whole day and got no time for doing some DJ exercises. Tonight I'll go out alone again. Lets see how I can improve in my DJ skills tonight. I'll keep you updated.
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I went out alone and went to a bar and drank some beer. There I met a guy whom I haven't seen for about 4 years. After talking for half an hour with him I moved to a disco location. There I met again friends of mine and we had an enjoyable evening. Later, when I left the location, I saw the cute chick who was waving IOI's toward me for the whole evening. She winked and said to me: "Hottie!" LOL I broke out into laughing. I never heard such stuff from any woman. Anyway she was drunk but I couldn't take advantage of the situation because she was leaving instantly with her 4 male friends.
Cheers!
Rasputin
