This website has taught me a lot and I thank you all for that. I've realized that my true problem is being too reserved. It is more comfortable for me to not reach out or talk to someone. Right now, the thing I enjoy most is probably playing video games at home. I think this problem stems from when I had to go live with my aunt and uncle's family with whom I had no prior connection with after moving to America. Deep down I was afraid and I wanted to stay with my mom and now that I'm in college, I still cling onto things that are comfortable. Don't get me wrong though, I still make the effort to go out and party, but I don't enjoy it as much as I do staying in to play games. I wish I could get some advice on how I can change this.