Its been about a year into since I found the PU world. Even though I gone away from using "lines and tactics." which was just a band-aid. I'm just relying on whatever coming off the top of my head.
In a way, I feel as though I'm living a life of quiet desperation. I see many opportunities, for me to "game", but I really don't care in a way. Sure, I have girls approaching me, but I never do anything with it. I feel like I'm putting up a wall, never really connecting with people anymore.
I know these are just excuses, but I'm confused. Success with women is what I really want, but its hard to define exactly what I want. In the past, I couldn't approach girls, but now I can. But what now? Where to go from here? I don't feel I'm ready to handle a girl at point in my life, so have I really accomplished what I wanted?
In a way, I feel as though I'm living a life of quiet desperation. I see many opportunities, for me to "game", but I really don't care in a way. Sure, I have girls approaching me, but I never do anything with it. I feel like I'm putting up a wall, never really connecting with people anymore.
I know these are just excuses, but I'm confused. Success with women is what I really want, but its hard to define exactly what I want. In the past, I couldn't approach girls, but now I can. But what now? Where to go from here? I don't feel I'm ready to handle a girl at point in my life, so have I really accomplished what I wanted?