what to do, what to do
Ok my about me:
I'm extremely confident. I will approach any attractive female almost anywhere. I'm so good in fact that my friends actually use me as the ice breaker.
Most women considered me attractive! I am a medium brown complexion, not dark or light just average, I have hazel/green eyes. I'm skinny tho (really) I run track, I weight about 120lbs, I'm about 5'9 so I'm not a big dude.
I tend to be really proper. I am black and native american, so I have a funny tone or accent.
I'm really friendly, usually not awkward and never shy.
I have alwasy been popular and if let uncheck I WILL become the life of the party.
On a saturday night I can easily get about 3-8 #'s and have been with a fair share of girls from all ethnic backgrounds, its all pink and wet on the inside right? Lately tho I never try and sleep with the girls I pick up anymore!
I'm a good dancer (I can dance with 2 girl at the same time an hold the beat)but not great....an so whats my problem you say? ok here goes
Lately I haven't had the desire to sleep with any women, until I met her. All the other girls seemd so boring and more of the same! So grey while she is an violet or fuscha! I like this girl, she likes me also. I met her a while ago (I knew her big sis from college) and started calling her. She has a really strict mom. She is decently attractive(iv'e seen better, but she has other redeemin qualities, my momma would like her!).
She kinda likes this other guy she knew before me but for some reason isn't with him. (he lives 4 hours away) I came along and kinda got her attention.
She claims she doesn't want a man right now, she says that even though she likes me she thinks mom-dukes might be to big of an obstical to over come. She likes hanging out with the girls but I know for a fact she isn't a hoe! She also complained that guys don't seem to be in for the long haul, and after they unload their "gravey" they dont want to stick around. One of her best friends hates me, she thinks I'm a boushy white, black boy.
After all of this I still am intrigued. She tells me that she could see herself with me but just not right now?! What ever that means I guess like a law-away plan dunno. Usually I make most of the moves and pursuit her. She openly admits to being confused and told me she didn' want me to move on yet?!!
Last week it was her home girls birthday, so I made a call to my friend who has a night club and he let me throw her home girls birthday party there free of charge! We danced and grinded and stuff. I bought mad drinks and stuff.
We all drove back later that night and her frioends werea sking me questions like "would you treat her good and **** like that" I was like yeah I could do that! we all spent the night at her friends crib, she was pissy drunk, I was pretty tipsey! She keep trippin and **** I cought her, She fell off the couch I helped her ass back on, she ended up sleeping with me(not fvckin but sleepin) and I didn't push up on her. We did kiss, but since we were both drunk I didn't men much.
Technically I'm not losing anything physcially by sticking around. I don't want to get my feelings attached tho for nothing.
Every so often I bring up the option of an US but since shes an introvert, got plenty game and is pretty smart! She don't say a whole lot, she lets me talk and then she responds with an ohhhh or an ahhhhh type of reply. She's sending me mixed signals. She told me that she is scared that she will fall for me, she doesn't really hang out with me, but she will pick up the phone when ever I call and let me woe her for hours, or until my phone dies!
If I leave then I'm might lose the opportunity to have someone I like if only I had patience...
hit me back, scream at me and tell me What yall think?
