powpow
Senior Don Juan
What does sex mean to you? what do women mean to you?
So recently, I had sex with my 200th girl since turning 22 and breaking up with my LTR.
Granted, I do count the prostitutes, which constitutes about 20 of them.
Anyway, as time goes on, as I hone my game, things tend to just turn into more or less of a routine. I have sex with them not because I really feel much attachment to them, but because that is just what I do now.
It's like I feel myself and I am on autopilot.
I see girls come and go. I see girls get attached, I see girls who just want a good time leave and tell me not to call. I've had sex with girls with boyfriends.
I have given pleasure and caused agony.
When I was in the lower range, maybe below 30, I would feel something for the girls I slept with. Maybe have the urge to girlfriend them. But now, I feel that I have lost that gift. I havent loved anyone since my last girlfriend, who I broke up with over a year ago, and am still not over. Since then I have slept with many many women, but no matter the quality, I just cannot get emotionally attached to them.
Call me crazy, but I talked with my mom about it. She said it will cause major problems when I feel its time to get married.
What do you guys think? Have you ever been here? If so, how did you get the gift of emotion back?
So recently, I had sex with my 200th girl since turning 22 and breaking up with my LTR.
Granted, I do count the prostitutes, which constitutes about 20 of them.
Anyway, as time goes on, as I hone my game, things tend to just turn into more or less of a routine. I have sex with them not because I really feel much attachment to them, but because that is just what I do now.
It's like I feel myself and I am on autopilot.
I see girls come and go. I see girls get attached, I see girls who just want a good time leave and tell me not to call. I've had sex with girls with boyfriends.
I have given pleasure and caused agony.
When I was in the lower range, maybe below 30, I would feel something for the girls I slept with. Maybe have the urge to girlfriend them. But now, I feel that I have lost that gift. I havent loved anyone since my last girlfriend, who I broke up with over a year ago, and am still not over. Since then I have slept with many many women, but no matter the quality, I just cannot get emotionally attached to them.
Call me crazy, but I talked with my mom about it. She said it will cause major problems when I feel its time to get married.
What do you guys think? Have you ever been here? If so, how did you get the gift of emotion back?